crazy in lurrv

2010-10-08T00:34:00.000-07:00

Lisa and i had this longass conversation yesterday on quotes we found on tumblr.
and holyshit it made me think.

“You don’t let people in.
It’s hard for you and once you do you don’t want to let them go
and when they fuck up you’re like “Why did you do that to me? I gave you my feelings.
I did everything for you,
and you screwed me over."

— Audrina Patridge

true yeah?

It's like. you put your guard down. just that one time. and everything gets messed up. just by that one person.

yeah. we have the wierdest convos ever. but we're cool :)

whadaefff. school starts in 2 days. fml.

2010-10-05T03:49:00.000-07:00

damn. it's been..forever. since i last posted.

IB is pretty chill. Not as bad as i thought it'd be.
CAS trip week was good :) i think my group had more free time than actual working time though. meh.
IA was challenging and actually fun. it was sooo hot at night. ohmygod. i was happy :)
Other than the part where amanda and i realised we brought a broken tent all the way up..and had to squeeze with 2 others in a tent. fml.
Oct break now. zoo market shopping with lisa and melody tmr? :)
hope so.
i really wonder why i still post. for the fun of it i guess.
i'm still frustrated about how i can't post pictures. i'll figure it out one day.
actually no. i can't be bothered. ohwell.

JUST. a year and a half till IB's over.

chuck,gossip girl, 90210 and HIMYM are back :)
my life is now complete.

and candieshop? seriously? lawll.

2010-08-01T07:07:00.000-07:00

summer love

bye bye blogger, facebook, youtube, and everything possible on the internet

yes i'm going back to beijing :(
and i've been completely lazy to blog this summer. bleh. wtv.
trip to US was good :) shopped tons, visited colleges. chilled. yehh.
IB is gonna be hell.
i need to lock my mac up. forever and ever....
like that will work.
and as;ldfkjadls; igcse results will be out soon...? crapsiedoodless.

alrighty. buhbye internet. :(

Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky
All we had is gone now

2010-07-12T23:42:00.000-07:00

fearless

junwei, me, zann. it was good catching up :)
I MISS YOU KEVIN :'(

last day of yr 11? :S

dammit. idk if it'll appear underlined in the post. anyways. i haven't been in the mood to blog in forever.

In san francisco now. and i'm suffering from jetlag. sortta.
cali guys = hawt.
US = disney channel :) = hannah montanna the whole day!
aite. did IB shopping today. almost done. just need to get tops.
its freezing here. so much for summer.
spent the past week in sg. caught up with tons of people!
basically....
sunday : hung with darren. went around. slacked. talked. got lost on the circle line -.-
Hung with clara. caught up tonssss :)
Monday: hung with fiona. went to sentosa. slight tan? hung with zann and them at nightt.
tuesday: hung with fock? then....i actually forgot. oh right. fiona and donoven.
wed: lisa in the morning. WATCHED ECLIPSE! not bad. taylor = hot :)
thurs: umm...hung with tkgs people. then dinner with junwei and zann. pretttyyy good :)
friday: LISA AND I GOT OUR PIERCINGS!!:) yes. we're now satisfied. hung with fiona and don for dinner. took tons of pictures.. lol.
saturday: packed.

okay. aite. it's now....11ish pm here? imma sleep now. yes. it's only 3 pm beijing/sg time. dammit.

i'mma miss you so much :'(

2010-07-04T06:37:00.000-07:00

you make me wanna

hello. i'm back :)
singapore. is hot.
hung out with darren in the morning today. i beat him at mario kart. woo. i'm getting better :)
met clara later on. caught up tons :):) and went watsons and popular shopping.LOL
gonna meet fiona tomorrow.
lala
pictures will come up later on :)
yes..tons to update.
leting and melody. if you ever happen to see this. GET ONLINE.

Falling a thousand feet per second
You still take me by surprise

2010-06-30T03:07:00.000-07:00

IT'S OVER.
dayumm, i love summer :)

vivian's birthday dinner. amazing sushi. i love caterpillar rolls.
jin: are there actually caterpillars...?
vivian: of course, and they're super tasty
LOL
went to puregirl after. i hate. any drink. containing. orange juice :'(

my pool party. pretty darn fun :) chicken fight (L)

thursday. physics prac. last day of exams :)
friday. chilled with darren. swaaaam + biked.
saturday. hung with kevin for the last day :(
sunday. woke up at 730 to send him off. melody bawled. hands down. worst car ride in my life.
monday. michelle's + raffle's city + toy story 3 :) sad ttm. i love the dinosaur (L)
tuesday. SHOPPING WITH MELODY AND MICHELLE AT THE ZOO MARKET. best shopping trip ever? michelle spent tons and tonssss. melody on the other hand.... :'( it's okay. we'll go again. and bye bye jason :'( i'll miss you.
wednesday. packing.slacking. :(

back in sg. on saturday. lalalaaaa

i need to shop.
i need to feel the satisfaction :)
and no. i'm not a shopaholic. that would be my friend- michelle. LOL
oh. and i'm totally in love with himym. :)
its an addiction.
i still need to satisfy my poptart crave......
fml.

2010-06-16T03:15:00.000-07:00

rain rain go away.
come again some other day.
not on sunday though.. :(
i love the lightning.
i love the thunder.
boom boom booom.

20 DOWN! 1 MORE TO GO!
i think it was 20...or 18..

singapore in...18 days? :o

i feel happy :)
lalalalaaaa

2010-05-16T02:59:00.000-07:00

I don't know why we all hold onto something we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we really don't even have.
Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all,
but the truth is,
to have something halfway is harder than not having it at all.

2010-05-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

I don't know why we all hold onto something we know we're better off letting go.

2010-05-06T06:12:00.000-07:00

no more pictures. fml

art exam today. i nearly died. i'm so sick of that room. i swear.
another 5 hours on monday...
ohyeah. back into my plan of no swearing. everytime i swear. i've gotta pay melody 1kuai. lol
afterschool today was good :)
acted like kids with melody. its good. to sometimes just act completely childish and stupid.
i love studyleave.

once again, you caught me by surprise.
what was i supposed to say?
how was i supposed to respond?
honestly, i dont know.

2010-04-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

sink or swim?

panic attacks. uhoh.
today was alright. after school was good :) chilled with melody jin and vivian in the art room.
mmm. school was okay i guess. lunch was good too :)
talking to jason now. sighz. i'mma miss that guy shitloadz.
mm. sam lee and anne claire are going to UCLA. i'm screwed.
if THAT'S the competition i'mma face....i might as well just go to community college.
fml.
well. here's the plan for summer
shopping.college searching.sleeping
and of course. chilling with people :D
gonna have a blastttt with amanda in dc :):):)

guess what?
chuck is back.
my life is now complete.
♥

and there shall be no more pics here till summer.
.
kill me now?

without thinking, without hesitaion,
in a rush of emotion, in a hurry,
she hit the button.
without a hint of doubt,
delete.
she'd never see the texts again.
just like those bits of memories that were long lost.
deleted.

2010-04-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

runaway love

rawr. today was a good day :)
no specific reason why. it just was.
guess what? new chuck ep coming out soon. can't wait :)
my life will soon be complete again. lol.
such a wierd mood now.
panic attacks. freaking out for art. getting all. LOL. and. going :'( cuz ppl are leaving.
damn :(
i'mma miss everyone.
4.more days. to study leave.
2. more days. till i can't post pics anymore. fml.

question of the day:
who's hotter. zac efron. or adam lambert.
heh.

1hour.36mins. till a new day.
woo.

i wanna go crazay.

2010-04-25T00:28:00.000-07:00

ponder

& it's one of those days. one of those days where i just waste my brain cells thinking. and thinking. usually of unnecessary shit. but ohwell.
one question i've been asking myself.
what are you doing with your life?
i'm wasting it away.

The most selfish 1 letter word: I. Avoid it.
The most satisfying 2 letter word: We. Use it.
The most poisonous 3 letter word: Ego. Kill it.
The most used 4 letter word: Love. Value it.
The most pleasing 5 letter word: Smile. Keep it.
The fastest spreading 6 letter word: Rumour. Ignore it.
The hardest working 7 letter word: Success. Achieve it.
The most enviable 8 letter word: Jealousy. Distance it.
The most powerful 9 letter word: Knowledge. Acquire it.
The most essential 10 letter word: Confidence. Trust it

just. 6 more days.

2010-04-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

shine

WOO.
TIME FOR FLIPFLOPS AND SHORTS ♥

hehe. went to school to watch acamis soccer with alan joan kat and jerry :)
had a lil phototaking session. LOLOL. jerry says that i act like i've never seen a camera before.
hmm-__-
and met joan's ex. LOL. and her friend from biss pudong.
SINGAPOREAN YO :D

ok. yes. i tend to get very unnecessarily excited when i meet another singaporean-.-
lalala. it wasn't as warm as ystd tho :(
FRIGGIN RAINING TMR.
urgh.
aite. pictures from today :D

can we pretend airplanes in the nightsky are shooting stars?
i could really use a wish right now.

2010-04-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

rawr baby :)
happy one month (L)

i think i need to make use of how i can post pics before it expires on 28th of april :'(
sighzzz. ok. updatez :D

pics from leting's 17th :)

Twin day :) well. in our case. triplets. lolol

and that's why i love michelle. HAHA
her trying to pose all emo-y for my art project. loll

melody. our personal stalker :) haha

HEROES DAY :) sugar. spice. and everything nice....
PLUS CHEMICAL X. woo.
and thus, THE POWERPUFF GIRLS WERE MADE :D
blossom - amanda
bubbles - me
buttercup - daisy
:)

that's my whacky wierdass friend right there :)

pocahontas. :)

thankgoditsfriday. i needed it -.-
SEVEN MORE DAYS TILL STUDYLEAVE. WOO.
omg. last day for yr 13s today :(
martin was being asldfjlsdf.
yes. he doesn't ever need to take lessons in dcb anymore
that lucky bitch :(
sighzzz.
aite. i'm officially addicted and totally in love with chuck. LOLOL
lalala. i'mma die when they end the series.
WHY WASN'T GOSSIP GIRL OR 90210 OUT THIS WEEK?!
tsk.
i'm deprived :(
aite. back to chuck.
zaijian'er.

2010-04-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

amazing much? i can now post photos :)
blah. this week's been pretty shit.
but hey. it's the weekends. lol.
i swear. i'm missing sg so much now :(
damnnn. 2 more weeks till study leave. can't wait.
youtube-ing is my new addiction. woo. LOL
watching covers. and damnn. some people are just so good at singing :o

sighzzz. no one's online :(
and alan's at math tuition. fml.
aite. gonna keep youtube-ing.
:D

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide

2010-04-14T03:44:00.000-07:00

life. is fucked up.
people with no life. and just bitch for the sake of it. cos they've got nothing to say.
people like that. should just idk. die. or something. whatever. i honestly don't care.

i need. the summer sun.
i need. the sea breeze.
i need. my chocolate waffle from the bubble tea shops
i need. to be in singapore.
now now now now now.
dammit. it's been on my mind for the whole goddamned day.

you say i dont seem to care..
or that..idk. well.
sometimes i'm just not good with my words y'kno?
sometimes. i say the wrong things. or i just dont say anything.
because i honestly don't know how to make it better.

there's just so much a person can take.

2010-04-05T20:23:00.000-07:00

hi alan baby :)
this post is for you
AHAHAHA.
and yeah. you're so thickskinned :p
but it's okay. ahhaha
& yeah. i hope your wrist heals :(
mmm. i hope you can make it on thursday. cos i havent friggin seen you in...4 days.
and i miss you :(

and woman. this one is for you.
LOL. I'M LAZY TO TAG AT YOUR BLOG CANNOT ARH. AHHA
s'okay
wo ye hen ai ni. LOL

:D

i'm so lazy to blog these days. sighs.

2010-03-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i've felt so lost.
i was never meant to get so attached.
i was meant to be the detached person.
i was meant to never feel anything.
i never wanted to.
i never wanted to care.
i guess i failed.

oh and to you who's such a fucking two faced bitch
with a face like yours. who the fuck do you think you are.
fuck off from my life.

2010-03-26T03:17:00.000-07:00

happy 17th woman.
you're getting older
but ohwellz :)
you can always be my mama lemon
woaini (L)

why. does everyone cave into peer pressure
it's something i never understood.
don't think i ever will.

2010-03-23T03:53:00.000-07:00

just the same

ah. its been pretty long since i blogged.
life's life.
i think it's awfully sad. how the weather could make me so happy.
i absolutely. can NOT. wait for it to get warmer.

had a super long talk with melody in legend.
yeah. both of us were on the verge of breaking down.
i think. looking back on life. is not good.
you can spend minutes, hours, days. weeks or even months over analyzing a situation;
trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened.
OR. you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on

i love that quote.

but then again, sometimes we just can't help it eh?
ah..
mmm. entertaining tho.
melody being a freak as always. insisted on staring and elliot and naduah making out opposite us. and i was like.
WTF. STOP STARING. AND LOOK AWAY -___-

aite. thats how boring my life is. buhbye
i'mma entertain with gossip girl. and supernatural. where dean is the hottest guy alive

& we'll meet in the middle, on the way back down to earth

2010-03-11T02:18:00.000-08:00

such hypocrites.
one minute. people go. ohgod. i hate that person
next minute. you are like. AWW. i love you
get it straight.
if you hate/dislike that person. show it
stop being so two faced.
stop trying to twist your stories
stop lying
stop diggin the hole deeper for yourself
stop bitching bout others just cuz you have nothing else to say
damn. i feel bad for you.
why?
cuz your life is just so boring. that you have NOTHING. to talk about. but others
i find this entertaining. that your lil plan. is all backfiring on you
you are. an epic failure.
you are. pathetic.
you are. beyond dumb. wanna lie? lie properly. REMEMBER your lies.
you disgust me.
nope. i dont hate you. i find you ridiculous
i find you interesting.
it's just like. watching someone climb a social ladder. but y'kno that they're gonna fall back down.
down.
to nothing.
so girl, keep climbing.
i'll just watch you fall everytime.
wanna reach the top? climb it right.

2010-03-08T05:29:00.000-08:00

from now on. i'm minding my own business.
i'm not gonna give a crap about other people. because.
the more you care, the deeper shit you get into. so yeah

school was shit today.
i was dying. i'm so tired.
went to bluefrog. that was good tho
lisa went too. and lionel. mmmmhmm.
had coldstone :)
and. yeah. talked to sumner and lisa.
mmm.
kay. gotta do work now.
i need. sleep.
badly.
f.mylife

2010-03-06T08:07:00.000-08:00

rawr :)
i'm up so late. ahyaa. tsk. i'mma die 10 years earlier. LOL. some wierd logic jin told me today-__-
damn. so many ppl are still up-.-
fockkk. kev derui joan kat melody lisa and divya came over todayyy :) or yesterday. whatever.technical timing
yeahh. well. was in sch the whole day today for art. did nothing. i swear :(
cabbed with amanda viv and melody to papaya. rly good food. and went to gelare to pig out. AND READ SG NEWS PAPER. HEHEHE
i (L) the waffles.
went back to sch. worked a lil
walked back with ahhhmannndaaaahhhh :)
and yeah. went to get kev from the gate.ohmygod. it's so far from my house wtf :(
and then. he tried biking both of us back. and failed.LOL. his chain screwed up or smth. AHHAA
lionel and derui came. with. a watermelon -___- LOL
played monopoly (fail) and watched the hangover.
mm. gna go back to sch tmr for art :(
alan's gna have a nice surprise when he opens his email on monday. HAAHAHA

kayzah. gna slp now, buhbyee

can you feel me falling for you
feel me falling
cause i fear i'm falling for you
i fear i'm falling

2010-03-05T06:57:00.000-08:00

tell me where i can go,
where i can start over,
where no one knows my name,
where i can leave everything behind,
where i don't need to give a crap about whoever, or whatever,
where i can be who i wanna be.

my friend? really?
you're turning into someone i barely know.
you're turning into someone else,
someone else who isn't you.
you don't belong in that world. trust me.
you don't belong in the world of gossip, of bitches, of lies.
you belong in the clean, positive. naive. innocent world.
trying to be someone you're not.
looking you in the eye,
is just painful. who are you?
so many things i wanna say,
but everything just revolves around. 'you'
you.
you.
you.
you dont give.
you ask me. why i dont tell you shit anymore
cos you wouldn't be listening
but all i can say is
goodluck,
& welcome to the world of fakeness.

2010-03-03T03:35:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHAT. IT'S WORLD MATH DAY. HAHAA
it was pretty darn awesome :) we separated into our houses for math lesson. hehee
and omg. leting and i were INTENSE world math day-ing. LOL
and i swear. the theory for lionel winning. is cos. he has long fingers. THATS IT. LOL

Melissa says: (7:31:34 PM)
i swear ur theory for winning the WMD thing is
Melissa says: (7:31:37 PM)
cos. u have long fingers
Melissa says: (7:31:39 PM)
THATS IT
Melissa says: (7:31:40 PM)
LOLL
Lionel says: (7:35:53 PM)
-_-"
Lionel says: (7:35:56 PM)
HAHA
Lionel says: (7:35:57 PM)
yeap
Lionel says: (7:36:01 PM)
mayyybe :P
Lionel says: (7:36:08 PM)
or maybe its pure thinking fast skills :O!

bullshit -___-
ohwell. ok. i am officially not depressed :) but i think i'm stressed. haha
this lady from SOS came in to talk to us today bout it. and omg. 'brain food' is supposedly stuff like. nuts, dark choc. etc. ew? i HATE HATE HATE DETEST nuts. blahh. so yeah. and i swear i need more sleep. and exercise :( i feel lazy. heh.
and omgg.
_____ was whining about how the lady didnt mention how to make ourselves irresistable to the other gender. i mean. shut up already. u're deprived. and desperate. ohgod. and going around asking if ___ likes you? jeeeezzz. u think the world loves you? think again.

kay. buhbye. gna do homework :)

2010-02-28T06:02:00.000-08:00

& it's just one of those days again.
when the skies are just grey and empty.
you reminicise, all those broken dreams. dashed hopes, but also. the good times.
so yeah. it's just one of those days.
where the snow falls lightly onto you,
and you stare afar, at passing cars,
and as sparks fly in the air,
you watch them fall back down, just like everything you wished and hoped for.

please. snow so hard. that school closes.

2010-02-27T06:51:00.000-08:00

just hung with lionel, sumner, angela and amanda :)
had tons of ppl over for dinner. combined. house warming, dad's bday, and cny shit.LOL
chilled and bonded :) lionel joined in on our very girly conversations....haha
and yeah. we were talking about where we all wanna get married -_____-
mmm. it snowed today. and i hope it snows so hard tmr. that there'll be no school on monday.
i'm so tired.
dcs ppl leaving tmr :( i'mma miss this mannn. blahh.
i can't wait for summer.
summer
summer
summer
sun.
heat
beaches
shorts
yay

& it's you i fell into.

2010-02-26T08:16:00.000-08:00

MELISSA CHAN HAS OFFICIALLY PERFORMED IN THE FORBIDDEN CITY IN HER LIFE :P
hehe. ok. yes. i'm a freak. but hey, it's cool aite? loll
i'm crippled. standing for three whole days has finally taken effect -.-
i'm no way going skiing with brandon tmr. unless i wanna just kill my legs. LOL
mmm. i think we did well :)
well....alto's...kinda couldnt be heard :(
and we messed up a lil. but overall. it was good progress. heh.
and yeah. met tons of new ppl. chilled with the dulwich shanghai people today.
they're pretty cool :)
MET ANOTHER MELISSA. HEHE.
wait. did i already mention that? -_-
yeahhh. omg. met summer. from abu dahbi? is that how u spell it :S
i loveeeeee that name. hehe. so yeah. she's nice
saw leather jacket dude again -adam. LOL
ok i am happy :)
very. happy in fact. lol
accomplishment. LOL
ohkayy. cramps. on. my. legs.
ow.shit.
gonna sleep now. dead tiredd.
zai jian'errr

2010-02-25T06:47:00.001-08:00

ohmy. i'm turning nocturnal. i swear :(
i'm so dead during the day. and as soon as it's past 6pm i'm overly high. Zzz
MOZART REQUIM IS ONNNNN :p
heh i'm so happy i'm missing school :)
met tons of new people. mostly from honkong. haha
they're pretty nice lol. and shit. they alr made their ib choices-.-
infact. mine's due in tmr...but i'll get an extension..? shit.
blahh. sam lim is amazing at drums. hands down the best i've seen -__-
and. piano. pisses the crap outta me -_- i can NOT listen to classical piano playing. seriously. it drives me nuts.
oh. btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOPIN. pft. why do i know? cos i had to bear with 2 hours of HIS music being played-.-
yea. i died. hah.
mmm. ohyeah. met zoe's friends from dcs. LOL. they're pretty funny? LOL
martin and alan have the wierdest shit game ever -.-
omg. soo many of the other school girls were flirting so bad...... HAHAHAHAHAA
it's funny -.-
and omg. I SAW THIS HOT GUY. and guess what. his shoes. were a immediate TURN OFF. uggs. which guy wears uggs?
cen says. it'll keep him warm. BUT STILL-.-
yes. amanda cen and i stalked him on the first day :p
and cen gave him a nickname. BROWNIE. WTF. HAHAHAHA
leting was eyeing this dude....i swear he looks like adam lambert. and guess what? his name's adam too. HAH
and no. he's. uglehhh
THE PERFORMANCE IS TOMORROWWW.
i hope we dont screw up. urgh
okay. gna go now. dead.tired.
buhbye

i'm trying not to tell you,
but i want to.
i'm scared of what you'll say,
so i'm hiding what i'm feeling.
but i'm tired of holding this inside my head.

2010-02-25T06:47:00.000-08:00

2010-02-22T02:46:00.000-08:00

liar liar pants on fire

hmm. back to beijing. with blocked fb. and blocked everything. but heh. i'll get around em :)
anyways. school was good :) caught up with everyone.
thankyou jin for the necklace :)
OMG. MELODYY GOT ME THIS PRETTY COOL LIPBALM. LOL
vanilla coke flavour :)
stayed after school with jin and viviannnn.
rushed art -.-
rather unpleasant encounter with macdonalds today. pft.
THEY NEED TO GIVE US BETTER SERVICE.

anyways.
ohmy. you really know how to piss me off don't you?
run along. go be a fucking flirt. blah
with a face like yours..? ain't gna go far girl :o
sorry. truth hurts sometimes. heh

2010-02-20T05:57:00.000-08:00

hmm. should i switch to livejournal?
idk.
anyways last night in sg :(
going back tmr morn. FML.
shitloads of hw....
anyways. today was okay. met chunting :):)
omg. her new haircut is niceeeee.
couldnt meet jw for his dinner function shit :( i'm sorryyy.
anyways. guys. sweet 16. summer. :)
i'll give you details later on -___- it's still wayyy early.
kay. pictures up on facebooookkkkk
buhbye

2010-02-19T07:14:00.000-08:00

FRIENDS
do not/would not.
1. try to blacken your name when they try flirting infront of you
2. do not fucking use you/take advantage of you
3. don't act like bitches whenever they feel like it
4. do not. piss the crap out of you
5. go by the rules of 'hoes over bros' WHEN THEY SHOULDNT BE.
6. steal people's boyfriends
7. make me write this

that.was 100% original. from. the bottom. of. my. heart.
you've done it once.
done it twice
i think. i've had. enough

hung out with lisa in the morning :) did fbt shopping. and stationary shopping. ahha
omg. she couldnt resist buying the pens -_________- stupid black file was so ex. ahh.
anyways. went to kfc :) havent had it in agessss.
and yeah. talked and stuff :)
omg. we're so dumb. we didnt realise the street was going one way. and then. we were still walkin in the opp direction tryin to look for a busstop. haha
exchanged our USD to SGD and now we feel richer. hehehe
anyways. I'M SO SORRY LISA FOR NOT GOING TONIGHT :(
i hope you had fun :)

met. junwei at parkway. walked. talked. :)
damn he grew :(
fiona came.
ZANN BABY FINALLY CAME :) havent met her in agesssss.
jw's friend came later on. junwen. lol. he's pretty nice. hehe. i (L) his green contacts. lol
yeah. went to bugis later on at night, took the bus back with junwen. talked + gossiped. heehe
got back at...11ish? yeah.

& people think i'm dumb,
naive, gullible.
maybe. this wouldnt be the first time such a thing happened.
am i too nice?
am i too stupid?
i dont know. well. guess whattt?
i know i've said this many times.
over and over again
but for real.
it's.over.

2010-02-18T05:35:00.000-08:00

yes. the shirt i got my dad. HAHAHA.
the most awesome bday gift ever eh?
met don at vivo today :)
watched valentines dayyyyyyyyyyyyy :):):)
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS HOT TTMMMM. :o
and taylor swift...the way she talk abit...wth leh
anyways. so yeah. went walking around. went to plaza sg for manhattan fish market fish and chips. hehehehehhee
omg. i cant wait for universal studio to open :p
went to meet fiona after thatttt. neos. yeah
met rayner too. loll. he abit short leh -___-
LOL. so yeah.
tmr meeting zann and them :)
but ahhh. LISA'S BDAY TOO :(
shitz. and plus, iwanna meet ailynn too. ahyaaa. fml.

2010-02-17T05:38:00.000-08:00

I'M A HAPPY GIRL :)
ok. lisa and i totally pigged out ttm. AHAHAHA
it was fun tho :)
met her at orchard mrt. and yes. i got lost -.- AGAIN
went shopping :) for dresses. hehehe
we spent more than we shld've-.-
went to pepper lunch :) it's rly good. haha
talked + gossip. + updates. LOL
andddd. omfg. dunkin donuts (L) & famous amos (L) (L)
hehehe. failed at finding shoes tho :(
and omg. finding my dress. was like. LUCK LUCK LUCK. HAHAHA
blah. bought gifts for beijing ppl :)
and yeahhh. omg. far east plaza cheap ttm. AHHAHAHAHAAA
but not bad stuff la :p
meeting don tmr at vivo :)
WTF. _______ on fb. is srsly. WTF. LOLLL.
I CAN SRSLY CRACK UP SO BAD. HAHAHA. SUCH A LOSER. ok. i'm rly sorry for being so mean
but seriously. who cares. u dont like me either anyways. whatevss. :)

aite. buhbye :)

2010-02-16T18:22:00.000-08:00

we fell apart, let's make a new start

i love sunsets. heh.
managed to take some pretty amazing shots on the way home. :)
anywaysss. hung out with dion ystd :)
damn he's tall :S and tanned -.-
blah. and i'm like. white. pft.
whatever. i hope i can get a tan this trip :( :(
going shopping with lisa laterrr :)
i'm so tired now-.- ahh. tsk.

2010-02-15T06:54:00.000-08:00

ohmygod. i finally get it when ppl just change their moods within idk. an hour?
it's been going on for the whole day.
i swear. i'm just gna like. kill myself
people. are pissing the crap outta me.
but then again. today wasnt that bad.
so idk. wtf
went bainian to nathan and jenan's place todayy.
chilled with ethan and the others. blah. played the wii. and i suck -_-
anyways. went to orchard. met ps and fionaa.
shoppedd. damn, they do not. get along -____-
ohwell. bought the hottest hoodie :)
hot pink. hehe
and yeah. adding on, ppl pissed me off. BIG TIME.
tomorrow. better. get. better.
fuck this -.-

2010-02-14T18:48:00.000-08:00

hah. just so happens, our car was right next to theirs. LOL damn. my uncle's funnehh. HAHA

Valentines (L)

hah. happy belated new year and valentines :)
OMG. FINALLY WATCHED AVATAR. AND IT'S SO GOOD :)
hehe. okay. going over to nathan's place later. then gna go hang with idk. we'll seeeee.
i need to shop. again:)
blah. i have like. no money this year -_-
ohwellzz.
riley smith. is pretty hawt. this actor. hhaaha
ok. i'm done with the pictures. lol.
buhbye. i'mma re read the twilight series AGAIN. for about. the fourth time. LOL
(L)

2010-02-13T05:53:00.000-08:00

life after you

heh. outside on the corridoor :) tanningggg

hello pretty ryan :) LOL

ok. yes we are retarded. :p

LOLLL

bu zhi dao?

ga ga oohh la laaaaaaa
it's been stuck in my head for the whole day. hahaha
stayed over night at fiona's last nighttt.
went to town :)
SHOPPED, ohmygod.
i'm so mad. went to 313. was going down the escalators. and i was right at the door of F21. AND THE STUPID SECURITY GUARD STARTED PAD LOCKING THE DOORS. i'm like....wtf..?!
yeah. some theft issues.
anyways.
mega sales at cotton on :)
i swear. i hate wearing heels. they can kill me. no shit. i nearly died. walking around for 5 hours?!
:S and wtf. we nearly died on the ride back home. the taxi driver was.........ohmygod.
and he braked so suddenly and almost banged into the car infront. and fiona hit her head on the chair. WTF?!
ohwell. camwhored the whole night. lol. and yes. she helped me with math -_____-
blah. went for hair treatment this morningggg. mm. then came home. reunion dinner.
played the continuous game of monopoly, that has lasted more than 2 years with ryan rhea and brandon. HEHEHE
ohwell. fb isnt working. cant upload pics. dno why :(
going to watch fireworks soon! :)
ohmygod. lucky martin :( he can just light it himself -____-
pfttttt. ohwellz. updates later on :)
bai nian tmr. MONEH
hehehehe

2010-02-11T22:12:00.000-08:00

spin and swirl

ages and ages ago :S damn..it's been what. 2 years? a year and a half? :o

pretty sun. polluted air. blah.

hehe dont u love the snow?
omg-___- LOL. amanda being hit by kevin's snowball. HAHA
kevin...?

friggin pro dunks :(
(L)
-____- it was a WTF LOL moment. hehe

lisa's sweeeeeetttt 16 :)

blah. i've got tons of other photos stored in iphoto. lazy to get them posted on. -_-
ohwell. damn right i'm bored.
pft. had to babysit brandon :(
ohwellz. gna be out tonighhhtttt :):):)
omg. watched um. love happens, and..an education on the plane. pretty good :)
made me think -___- pfttz.
k. list of things i NEED to buy this time i'm back:
-pencil lead HAHA. I"M DAMN PICKY. i need sg's lead :P
-Jason's stuff -_-
- CLOTHES :)
-formal dress..? if i'm going..? well. i'll probs go shopping with lisa for it :) so yeah
- hmm....nail polish. heh. feel like it

kay. gna do my hw now. f__ing. shitloads of geo and math :(
fml

2010-02-11T16:00:00.000-08:00

i love the palm trees :)
hehehe.
but yes i'm out of contact from the whole friggin world. why? cos my phone has no money. SHITZZZ.
ahh. i'm pumpedddd :P
okay. short post. buhbye

2010-02-10T02:34:00.000-08:00

i love oreos
i love lays.
i love pocky
i love coke
(L)

shitz. i'm such. a pig :(
ohwellz. whatevs.
HAHA.
i'mma be i'mma be
i'mma i'mma i'mma beeeee
i hate this song.
but it's so catchy.

vivian's version:
i'mma be i'mma be
i'mma i'mma wannabe
LOL! she was umm....thinking that A___ should sing this song :p
damn she hates him -_-
ohwellz. science. ___flirting with ___- :O
i wonder how he gets girls. for real.
harry's saying. army of zits.
blahh. he's nice. SOMETIMES. when he's not all arrogant about his idk. life accomplishments or smth.
rawr. i (L) chris. hehe. his singing sucks tho. HAHAHA
we were rocking ' i gotta feeling' :P

ONE MORE DAY BITCHEZZZZ.
lucky lisa. lucky lionel. lucky derui (who's leaving in....5 hours...) :(
fml.
free dress tmr..?
OHMYGOD. mr oshea's buying alto's and suprano's pizza :) no idea if i've spelt that right. blah.
anyways. i wont be there tho :( i'mma beeeeee ON THE PLANE. hehe
ohdayumm. okay so
i swear. valentine's day is the stupidest day of the year.
:(
and no. i did not get any roses -______-
while jin got like....FIFTEEN :S
from...LOLLLL. he who must not be named. LOL
leting got twelveee. fromm. mr simon conggg. hehehe.
ohdera. ihad to like. babysit her the whole day today cos she was like. dying -___-
blahh.
ohwelz. whatever -_-
life sucks :(
y'know what. i'mma go back to my oreos.
buhbye.
be ready with tons and tons of pics in the next post :P
COS I'MMA BE IN SINGAPOREEEEE YOOOZZZ.
the little red dot -_- (derui's saying)

omg. please please please let my hair grow like. 10 cm tonight -_-
noo :( FML.

2010-02-08T03:32:00.000-08:00

False pretense

hm. school's been crazayyy.
leting had a crazy mood swingy thing today.LOL. it's entertaining. hehehe
ahyaa. i'm so tired.
the new house is like......-___-
ended up staying at amanda's place for like. a week.
hmm. THREE MORE DAYS.
urgh. i have sooo much homework :(
ohyeah. i'm trying to cut down on my cursin :p
it's...working? kinda-ish.
ohyeah. have i mentioned? mr huntley pisses the shit out of me. urgh
greatt. and skydur isn't working. no fb? fml.
gawd. i hate my life -_- i think i've said that like. 10 times today-.-
i need. to go on a shopping spree. sudden urge?
omg. the photos on deviantart are so ______ing pro :(
okay. gotta work now. buhbyeeee

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you are.

2010-01-30T06:19:00.000-08:00

damnn. i'm so full.
went to din tai fung :) with like. angela and amandaaa.
holyshit. isb is like. drama drama drama :(
i'd die if i went to that school. and who knows? i dont think i wanna go tho...?
anyways. staying at amanda's place is pretty fun. hehe
we made pizza. it was good :) omg. her dad's pro slicing -_____- LOL
and english essay was a fail. i couldnt do it :(
amanda's done with hers tho. ahhh
watched little mermaid 2 last night. HEHEHE.
i love it!!! it's like. my favourite disney princess show. hehehe
ohwell. i wonder if i'mma move in tmr -___-
or will i have to stay another night....? blah.
kay. bye. gna watch american idol :)

2010-01-28T02:02:00.000-08:00

packing.packing.packing
& i'm finally done.
it's so wierd seeing this house empty..
i still remember. 2 years back, i saw this house. and i was like. wtf. i have to move here..?
and yeah. i was still pretty hung up about moving to beijing :(
but now. i dont wanna move out :(
memoriessssss :(
-backyard, playing rugby with kev and lionel.
-bbq with melody michelle amanda and the guysssss
-basement, movies with darren
- MY ROOM :(
damnn. and rits. i'mma miss rits :(
biking around with darren. ages agoooo
and going over to lisa's.
:S she's moving too. aiyahh.

it's so. silent... i swear. i can hear my echo if i went and stood downstairs. :(
ohwell.
ohyeah. max holdsworth fell from the second banister on the stairs after school.
heard he flipped over and landed on his head. and he was bleeding fuck loads.
hope he's ok :S even tho i really dislike that kid -______- but ohwell :S
kids these days. pft.
hm. i'm hungry. we kinda. dont have anywhere to eat -__-
the dining table's gone. lol
ohwell. i'll live
omg. can't wait for this weekend. sleeping over at amanda's for like. 2-3 nights. hehehe
gna be so fun :)
and omg. school today was hilarious. i love vivian :p
i swear. when we're tgt. we talk non stop. and the teachers get hella pissed. hahaha
she accidentally kicked her shoe to the other end of the table. and had to secretly get it back. hahaa. and she couldnt reach. LOL
ohwelz.
my head hurts. again.
owwie.

14 more days.
it'll pass.
soon.
hopefully.

goodluck ppl at acamis :)
go kick some assesssss.

and melody. get ur ass in school quickly. i miss you :(

2010-01-27T04:51:00.000-08:00

FIFTEEN MORE DAYS BITCHEZZZ :)

omg. donoven tan. you've promised aite. :p
Donoven! says: (8:48:57 PM)
i will treat you when you are back:)

Donoven! says: (8:46:27 PM)
you know i grew?:P
Melissa says: (8:46:42 PM)
LOL!.
Melissa says: (8:46:43 PM)
OHMYGOD
Melissa says: (8:46:47 PM)
ARE YOU SERIOUS?!!!!
Melissa says: (8:46:49 PM)
AS;FLKJSA;LFKJSD;AJS
Melissa says: (8:46:50 PM)
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Donoven! says: (8:47:00 PM)
i am serious!
Donoven! says: (8:47:21 PM)
basketball match is still on
Donoven! says: (8:47:26 PM)
when you are back
Donoven! says: (8:47:32 PM)
i can go out with you everyday
Melissa says: (8:47:43 PM)
OMG. YESSSS
Melissa says: (8:47:47 PM)
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU :):):):)
Melissa says: (8:47:49 PM)
HHEHEHEHE
Donoven! says: (8:47:49 PM)
we shall go visit ir together:P

ok. you better keep to that man :) so i'm not a loner when i'm back -__- HAHA
wtf. i cant believe he grew. :(
i feel so short. i swear. piss off lehhhh.
ohwellz

swimming gala was shit ttm. i was in such a bad mood
jeez. i'm sorry if i'm fucking sick. and cant sing.
dont have to give attitude and everyth if cant swim right?
and so annoying for what. no one can stand it also okay.
pft.
ohwellz. jason was being..................-_____-
and leting was sick :(
so yeah. let her rest.
and chilled with divya baby :)
omg. we've got a new eye candy. HEHEHEHE
last year omg. was michael moon and shaun. HAHAHAHAHA
LOL. ohwellz. school was okay-ish
i'm so tired.
i could crash.
ah.
k bye.
i just had that one minute spastic-ness.
i miss sg. and everyone :(
bye. rawr (L) hehe

2010-01-25T00:59:00.000-08:00

my head hurts like a motherfucking bitch. oww?
missed school again.
How long has it been? damnn. ohwell. idk i dont feel like going back at all.
too much to deal with.
apparently so many people skipped today too :S ohwell. get well soon guys :p
i realised what i hate.
the sound of taping boxes.
hurts my ears.
ow.my head's pounding.
another thing i hate?
when my batts on 10mins left. and it'll probs drop to like 4 soon. and i cant be bothered to get my charger.
another.
when itunes plays smth i hate. and even when i click shuffle. it keeps going on for bout 10 songs till i get one that i want.
and.
how i cant and havent been eating for days.
it's all happening now -________- fml.
fuckkkkkkkkkk. so many people i dont wanna see in school. ruins my mood -_-
gawddddddd.
17 more days till i'm back in sg.
do i really wanna go back? idk.
great. it's getting dark. and i cant be bothered to get up and turn on the fucking lights -.-
ahhh.

i had the wierdest dream last night.
i dreamt of you.
it's been a longgggg time.
5 years of being my best friend. and we just stopped talking

i miss how you made me laugh at the stupidest things
i miss how we used to take the bus back home together, eating our candy just like typical little kids
i miss how people used to make fun of us, that we liked each other. and we got so mad and shouted at them
i miss how you helped me cheat in my chinese exam when i forgot how to write the word 'sui'
i miss how you ran all the way to the nurse to get me a plaster because i stapled my finger
i miss how we always got in trouble together
i miss how i always had to get you to stop fighting with other boys because i found it stupid
i miss how you got mad at everyone just cuz our house always came in last
i miss you and tons more about you... :(

2010-01-23T21:27:00.000-08:00

omg. this weekend has been amazing so far.
friday was good :) vivian amanda melody and joan came overrrr. had a lil cake for amanda :)
and yeah. played spin the fork. HAHAHA. and wtf. all of them are so sensitive to the question : if you were a les, which girl would you want to date in our year' okay. amanda was chill with it. but melody and vivian were like. WTF WHAT KINDA QUESTION IS THAT -______- so then. i twisted it. 'if you were a guy. which girl would you wanna date' THEN THEY ANSWERED.wtf LOL. so picky :(

yesterday was awesummmmmmmm
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY LISA KOHHHHHH :)
dinner was good. hahahhaa.omg. divya swalled that whole piece of chilli -_-
pro right? everyone was like..... :o
yeah. half of us there were like. sick -.-
kristen and i sounded the same. hehehe
poor melody's falling sick tooooo :(
okay so. we started taking pictures. and everyone was just huddling in this corner -___- WTH RIGHT.
so we progresed through the room -.-
it was LOL.
i <3 thai food :p
omg. melody took this awesome shot of me jumping. hehehe. i still have my dancer streak in me eh? LOL. it was a very....ballet pose.... -____________-
anyways this random old lady was singing in the bathroom and refused to leave. melody and i were just like wtf?
cos we wanted to take pictures in that pretty bathroom. HAHAHA
and omg -.- azura gioia and olivia were posing with the mannequines :p
went back to lisa'ssss. opened presents. and omg. watched this video that they all made for her. it's sooo sweett.
i swear if i were i would be like. bawling -_______-

LISA.
I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN THE VIDEO. (since i've been missing school when they took it :( )
so yeah. happy birthday :)
and yes you'll get part 2 of my present on mon :p
ILY (L)

shit. choir later. shld i go? or not...? my voiceee :(
fuck. zuowen. still not done -_- fml.

2010-01-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

ohmygod. i hate chinese, fucking essay
on someone who influences me the most. wtf?
anyways. bball was good ystd. scored hella lot :)
but.......pia....kinda. FELL RIGHT ONTOP OF ME.
fucking fell on my back. and it still hurts like a motherfucker.
blah. watched xia yi zhan xin fu today.
cant wait for next ep!
and sg peeps. i'mma be back on feb 11. :)
that is. if anyone even comes to this blog anymore -__- loll
fucking dead. anyways. gna go to bed. it's been a shit night.

you say that i'm giving you attitude all the time?
and that i never want to give in?
and that i'm always being mean to you. or whatever shit
think again.

There comes to a point in life where,
you don't have a clue of what's going on anymore
you don't know what to do,
you don't know who to trust,
you don't know what to say.

i guess that's life.

2010-01-14T05:26:00.000-08:00

Don't trust tomorrow

it's over :) finally.
last paper ystd. chem. went to melody's after thattt. with michellleeee :)
had a game after that. beat isb yoo. damn. the girls. are such bitches.i swear to god-.-
anyways.
today. was a fucking shit day. again
results. got back math paper 2. chinese. chem.
urghhh. gawd. i hate my life.
stayed after school with jinnn.
just watched 500 days of summer.
hm. it's kinda. inspirational. idk. its those kinda movies. where u just go. damnn. it's so true.
'love? that'd just be a fantasyyyy.'
ohwell.
gna read this chinese book now. amazing huh. nah. it's this book that's supposedly really good. melody's.lol

kay, bye.
it better be a good day tomorrow. or i could just like. kill myself or smth -.-

2010-01-08T04:40:00.000-08:00

WEEKENDS :)
omg. exam stressssss ttm :(
anyways.
today was LOLLL.
my tummy hurts from laughin :(
ohwellzz.

Melissa & kristen : OHMYGOD. WE ARE GNA PARTAYYYYY ON WED! COME MELODY. SKIP THE GAME!
melody: WHO'S GOING?!
M&K: ehh....only us?

HAHAHHHAHA
ohgod. loll
watched bball with kristenn.
guys were like. INTENSEEE.
so scary :(
lisa improved alot :) SEE LISA. LOL.
kevin hurt his leg :S cramp. LOL
and omg. elliot was..................wow -.-

kk. gna watch movie now.
buhbyeee

whisky baby. ily. please get better... :S

2010-01-06T03:53:00.000-08:00

mocks started.
bio tmr.
econ was shit today. fuck.
can't fucking concentrate now.

whisky...get better. please :(

i hate how you catch me offguard all the time.
& just make me melt.

2010-01-03T04:43:00.000-08:00

today. was a bad day.
got into another fight with parents. walked out.
snow didnt help at all. fucking took forever just to walk down to macs.
i swear. i'mma go crazy one day.
school's closed tmr. good thing i guess.
i dont think i'll last through fucking lessons.

when you feel like giving up,
just remember why you held on so long in the first place

2010-01-01T02:32:00.000-08:00

first day of 2010 :S
okay. i was contemplating whether to put a smiley face. or that :S face -___-
wtf. mocks!!!! well. idk. it IS a NEW YEAR :) so yeahhh.

anyways. did a count down with dom and kev :)
omg -___- we spent the last night of 2009 playing WII. HAHAHA
ahh. totally kicked kevin's ass at mario kart :)
and yeahh. dom is pretty wierd with whisky -__- CUTIE PIEEEE MOOCHIE MOOCHIEE. wtf yeah? that's what he called whisky.
EVEN I DONT DO THAT :(
ohwell. caught up with michael after they left. OMG. HE GETS 2 WEEKS OFF FOR CNY. wtffff
i could spend more time in sg if dcb had that -_- goddammit.

bleahh. woke up super late today -.- 12ishhh.
played mario kart till like 230. and went to sch to play bball with kevin :)
and yeah. another day without studying.
i'm so screwed :S
ohwellzz. dinner now :)
byeeee

2009-12-31T03:45:00.001-08:00

I confess that in 2009, I have...

(x) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(X )celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x)broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) had a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
(X) painted a picture
(X) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( )shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(X) went camping
(x) threw (AWESOME) surprise part(ies)!
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(X) went behind your parents back
( ) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
(x)kept your new years resolution
( )forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( )almost died
(x)given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive (goddammit. My phone :’()
(x)learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were (the hard way -________-)
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x)cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( )went to the beach with your bf/gf
(x) saw a celebrity ( I swear to god. I saw Jackie chan in the car behind me during cny!!!)
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(X) became closer with a lot of people

Damn. Time flies. Friends drifting away? Making a change in life? Crying over the silliest things? :S This year was. Well. Idk. Good and bad. Actually realizing who are the people who care about you can be surprising somehow. Well, quoted from melody. Sometimes there comes to a point in life where we finally realize those who matter, those who no longer do, and those who never did. Ohwellzz. This year passed hella fast :S

Jan: new yearrr.
Feb: cny :) probably the best time of the year.
March: formal -____________- it was. Shit -.- loll
April: spring :)
May: End of years :S
June: time just flied -___________- a lot of slacking if I’m not wrong. LOL
July: SUMMERRRRRRR. <33 singapore :) highlight. WWW. And meeting up with 6joyer’s :)
Aug: EUROPEEEEEE. Shopping.shopping.shopping. (& uber uber hot French guys :P)
Sept: back to school. Year11 :S
Oct: (or was it end sept?) SCHOOL TRIP :D yangshuoooo. OMG. AND HALLOWEEN. The night it snowed :) ahh. Good times. Lol. OMG. And korea trip with michelleeeeeeeeeee :D :D
Nov: CAMBODIA :D
Dec: a waste of my life -_____________________- blah. Christmasss. And chilling with junwei :)

Well. A new year. Time to make amends. -_________-

RESOLUTIONS:
-be a nicer person-.- (def be less bitchy/mean) -.- AND TRY TO BE NICER TO MY PARENTS. TRY.TRY.TRY. :S
- omg. DISCIPLINE. BETTER GRADES. Fucking screwed….mocks :S
- fucking. Lose weight -_____________- never happens. But ohwell. Worth mentioning
- Less emotional. More neutral about things -_____________-

hm. Went through some pretty shit times this year. And thanks for those who were there with me :) and. Ohwell. Life goes on :P probably my favourite line everrrr. i love Tupac :D ok. He is kinda emotional and toally needs anger management -_____- but his lyrics are <33

But now that your gone
I'm in tha zone
Thinkin'
'I don't wanna die all alone'
But now ya gone
And all I got left are stinkin' memories
I love them niggas to death
I'm drinkin' Hennessy
While tryin' ta make it last
I drank a 5th for that ass
When you passed....
Cause life goes on

Ohwell. People coming over later. Kevin and I will have our 09 countdown :D

Bye 2009.

2009-12-27T23:30:00.000-08:00

okay, maybe the previous post was kinda harsh.
whateverr. anyways. today's been better :)
at kevin's nowww.
yeah. supposed to be revising bio -__- we actually did!
until our lil. break-.- OHMYGOD. I FEEL TALL. I DUNKED!
(on his lil bedside hoop-.-) ok. but i still had to jump. so it is KINDA tall. lol
and he didnt have to tiptoe at all. WHATEVER. yeahh. managed to shoot a 3 point-ish shot. lol
(forget about the size of ball and hoop :P)
walked out to macs just now with him -.- friggin cold :S
yeah. shld've listened to leting. LOL
have fun woman with your teeth extractions (if u're still going with that plan-.-)
ahwell. i should get back to studying.
bye

2009-12-27T06:10:00.000-08:00

wow. one hell of a day.
sometimes. i wish i could just control time. i mean. who doesn't?
speed it up? slow it down?
fast forward? rewind?
i can.NOT.wait till i'm 18. till i graduate.
and guess what? i'm outta this shithole.
secondly. blowing people off. saying that you forgot about the plans you made? utter.bullshit.
god. how messed up is everything.
and yeah. suffering the hell of two people who're biologically related to you doesn't help at all.
fuck my life. that i'm living in beijing. and that running out of the house. would probably be a pretty stupid thing to do. but then again. who knows. sometimes people are driven to their limits.
talking about one's future. one's grades. well what the fuck.
what if i dont care?
ohyeah. one more thing.
i wonder if you'll come across this one day. but if you see this. idk man. that's great.
i've had enough of your gloating.
your 'i only care about myself. and no one else' attitude.
if you havent noticed. all the people close to you. (or i'd say. ONCE close to you) have bailed on you.
noshitt. go count.
wanna play bitch? sure. you're on.

2009-12-26T00:07:00.000-08:00

merry christmas :)
well. late christmas. whateverrr
hung out with junwei yesterday :D
pretty fun. haha. went to the village, solana. yeahh.
ohmygod. the lights at night are sooo prettyyy. but ah. fuck my life.
facebook? without being able to post stuff? -__- whatever. even blogger's posting of pictures doesnt work. ohwell
had christmas eve dinner too. which was good. with mummy's friends and kids. yeahh
okay. i'm totally lacking christmas spirit this year. wonder why.
i'm fuck screwed. just left with a week. and i still havent started studying.
fml.

2009-12-22T02:21:00.000-08:00

swimming + bball + studying + skyping.
yep. that's how my day went (:
at least i studied..?
and yeah. endured kevin's non-stop showing off about how he can ____. yep. i'll leave it as a surprise for everyone when school starts =.= he plans to haolian along the school corridoors. LOL he cracks me up.
hmm. had a good laugh last night. K and i were immitating gossip girl. :D and yeah. funny how much alike K can act as gg. haha. omg =.= LISA. YOU NEED TO GET BETTER INTERNET :( omg. her friend is .a;dkfjadls;fjasd;kfjdsa. yeah. lisa sent me her friend's modelling pic. and i was like. o.0
mhmm. how talented some people are :(

ohwell. can't wait for tomorrow :)
J's coming alll the way froms sg. and we're gna chill :D:D
and K? do not. forget our uber fun vday plans :D

always be yourself.
because the people that matter don't mind.
and the ones that mind. don't matter.

2009-12-19T04:57:00.000-08:00

whisky + gossip girl = ❤

i love my cat :D yep. he was supposed to be 'chuck'
later on..
daddy: HEY! HE HAS LONG WHISKERS! lets name him whiskers!
mummy: that's so...un-original...there's a cat food brand already named whiskers
me: HOW ABOUT WHISKY :D
mummy: great. now everyone's gna think we're some alcoholic family -.-
brandon: we are :D

okay yea. my brother's wierd. loll
hahaha. i swear. whisky is wayyy better than what lionel suggested. milk/cookie/cream? WTF. MY CAT ISNT EVEN WHITE :(
anywaysss. yesterday was good. excersised :D
went swimming and played bball with brandon. and thennn. rugby with fockkk.
ahh. i'm so screwed. i havent started studying. and everyone else has.. ohwell
my life practically revolves around gg and whisky now :D
mhmmm. started gg like....3 days ago? or 2? idk. and we got whisky ystd! :D
best christmas present everrr.

ohmygodd. it's so annoying how i can't upload pics. cos i actually have a ton :S
i'm so jealous :( lisa gets to shop in sg with ALL THE FRIGGIN SALES!!!
ahhh. and they only have winter clothes here-.- wtfff
ohwellzz. i cant wait for this summer. US :D my megaaaaaa shopping spreeeeee. no shit (:
guess what. ep13 is done downloading :D

buhbyee. time to bond with gossip girl :D
(btw. chuck is cuteeeeee :D ttmmmm ❤. nate is. hot. but pffttt. wtvv :D)

2009-12-15T04:14:00.000-08:00

i love proxies :D
hahaha. today was fun. chilled with lionel,kev and michelleeeeeee :D
omg....mario kart...is.wtf -.-
anyways. omg. I LOVE ZHEN ZHU NAI CHAAAA
lol. they have it at that raffle's city place -.- but it's nowhere as good as sg's. pffttt
was supposed to be 'studying'at michelle's. lol. turned into...idk man.
kevin and lionel were retarded=.=
and yea. michelle and i think. lionel's secretly in love with justin bieber.LOL
yeahh. i've pretty much got. one time, stuck in my head.

Your world is my worlddddddd
And my fight is your fighttttt :D

and omg. i love my new speakers :D
got em for 40kuai man.
ahhaha. ok so. this is the plan lisa and i made. the cheap shit speaker will last me till cny. and thennn
GET THE NEW PRO ONES FROM SG :D
smart right. HAHA
omg. probs gna hang with her tmr :D
before she leaves for sg....lucky bitch :(
ohwellz. i'll just stay here and start revising-.-
on...thurs? MAYBE. PROBABLY. hopefully. ahh.

great...kevin doesnt dare watch csi -.-
LOSERRR :D

omggg. ryan's going back to sg tmr :S
matt and his family left last thurs. ahhhh
it was nice catching up tho. loll
and yes. i think. i can finally read the guitar tabs now :D thanks to his help. HAHA
ohmygodddd. i wanna go back to sg soooo badly :(
goddammit. i hate winter. i swear.

aite.time for shower. buhbyeee

2009-12-11T02:37:00.000-08:00

what the fuck..
it's this shit feeling again. that i want to go back to sg sooo badly :(
yea mann. school's out.
stuck in beijing tho.
Jin's coming over soon. to bake (:

i miss the sun
i miss the palm tress
i miss the beachhh

i hate winter =.=

and omg. talking about hate. jeez. some people just piss me off so badly.
talk about bitches. the shit?
talk about gossiping. pfffttt. look who's talking.
get.a.lifeee.

2009-11-28T22:13:00.000-08:00

holyshitz.
i wonder if this post will actually get through. using proxayyyyyyssss. (:
damn, it's been a month since i posted? o.0
school's shit =.= skipped two days last week.
i'mma be fucking stuck in beijing for dec break.
so nope. no singapore :(
no sun. no beach.
NO FRIENDS =.=
everyone in beijing is going away too :(
fml
aite.bb
basketball time with kevvvvvv.

sometimes, it's on days like these,
i look back and realise how much i miss you.

2009-11-08T08:21:00.000-08:00

i miss you

last night in cambodia =/

:) its jin
okay well melissa is getting upset because we are spending the last night doing nothing. except for the hours of facebook stalking.

back to me -.- anyways. flew back from siam reap today. omg. had the funniest plane ride ever! sat with eddie at first. (kinda awkward) and he was like. leaning onto MY armrest. and playin with his nails/fingers. i'm like. wtf? so i had to lean away. and my back was aching =.= it's hilarious. my amazing friends were trying to help me find a better seat. AHHAA. so yea. i moved up one seat. sat next to this poland-er dude. HAHA. correction. polish dude =.= so yea. had the funniest convo with him. i swear he thinks divya and i are crazy. i was leaning over him to take pics of the sunset and i had to try explaining divya's wierd camera with 3 black spots=.= HAHAHHAA. epic faillll. but yea. his algebra book. is THICK. THICKKKKK. divya and i were like....holy.shit. omg. so divya took her camera back. and went like. HEY. I SHLD GET A PIC OF BOTH OF YOU. i was like. um. NO. and he was like YES. :S so yea. i started laughing and laughing when she took it =.= unglam. but hilarious.
so the whole plane ride. was laughing and shit :D

bus ride to the hotel. was piss off. lisa and i were getting so annoyed. basically us yr 11s. we're like. the only mature ones on this trip=.= yr 12s and 13s were being friggin retarded. and yr 9s and 10s were effing SINGING. OUT OF TUNE. and shaun was behind me. telling lame jokes. so here's one. he was like. MELISSA. WANNA HEAR A FUNNY JOKE?!
4 man in a bathtub. a condom floats up. what do they say?

' who farted'
why? cos they were fucking each other. wtf? it doesnt even make sense=.=
yea. i just told jin. she doesnt get it either=.=
omg. she was like. falling asleep. and i'm here blogging and on msn. she suddenly went like. OMG. i thought we were still talking, cos i dreamt that =.=
dammitttt i have so much left over food =/ i'll pig out on the plane :D
dinner was amazing. we stuffed ourselves=.=

FRIGGIN SCHOOL ON TUESDAY. WTF
i have so much hw..ahh...
i'll drop by the school gym tmr after i'm back (: well. kevin wants me to. i have no idea why =.=
i hope it's not freezing back in beijing =/
lionel is just gay. his sn is now pony. because he's betting with chris. pffttt.

i'mma miss cambodia..this trip was fun. major bonding session with divya jin lisa and frannyyyy. ohwell. __ was piss off tho... wdvvvv. shall blog soon. whenever china decides to be nice. or when i'm in a different country. (nowhere soon)
i'm stayin in bejing for winter holidays... =/ a white christmas maybe?

2009-11-07T02:50:00.000-08:00

happily never after

cos we're cool like that (:

yea=.= sumner is cool alright. lol
notice elliot? HAHA. digging for fooood
camwhoring on the plane :D

s my perfect timing of kevin :D lol

at the river with melody and amandaaaa

i heart cambodia :D
noticed that everytime i blog, i'm in another country?
hah. cos beijing hasn't unblocked ANYTHING yet =/
ohwell. this hotel is amazing :D just got back from swimming. hahaha
we played chicken (apparently that's what it's called).
y'kno the one where you sit on someone elses shoulder? and try knocking someone else off? haha
we finished building 18 houses in a day! pro much? :D the little kids were sooo cute!!
but omg. divya and i kept stoning when we were nailing the planks =.= will is just...pro. seriously. he can like climb everywhere and nail everything -.-
our hotel for the past two nights was shit =.= lizards and everything everywhere =/
and yea. lisa found a lizard by her AC =.= omg. played tongues. and yea. i sucked (as lisa says :S)
jin is like. trying to clear the toilet bowl now...cos ___ clogged it up :S
dammit -.- bought tons of shirts :D
lisa and i can actually bargain with cambodians yooo :D:D
aite. just got back from dinner. took a break from posting =.=
dinner took forever tho :S but cheesecake was good
watching tv with jin now. so much for saturday nights huh...
ohwell. talking to jason and kevin now. yea..
shall blog again tmr. nitess

2009-10-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

baby, just say goodbye

we love our lollipops.

michelle's being a freak. sitting next to me watching chuck. HAHAA
but i love her very very much anyways..... actually.. on second thoughts... i think im the freak..
yea.guess who typed that -.-
anywaysss. i love korean bbq :D:D
SUCKS THAT DANIEL'S LEG ISNT HEALED =/
-.- anywaysss. went shopping. bought more stuff :D
and yeaa. michelle and i are probs gna go to yashow on tues to buy matching winter stuff-.- LOL
kevin's not picking up my skype call-.-
anywayssss.
bbq was so fun :D haha
i swear my cup was leaking. AND NOT MY MOUTH.
omg omg omg
my skype. is messing up. omgggg
:S:S:S
ohdear. this is the last time blogging :S
michelle : 'ohdear' ? that sounds like mrhuntley-.-
HAHA
ok. i'm random -.-
HAHA. KEVIN HUNG UP ON MICHELLE.
and tony's screen is like...frozen -.- LOL
ohwell. bye
i loooveeeeee love love love MICHELLLLE :D
yea. no shit :P

get well soon daniel :D

2009-10-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

things change, people change
but life goes on

i think i'mma be crippled when i get back to beijing-.-
went to the theme park ystd(:
called lotte world-.- HAHA
went to some shrines in the morning-.- michelle and i were pretty much dead on our feet :S
hmm. we were acting like. 80yr olds. HAHA
the rides were shit scary :S well. more of michelle and i were pussies. LOL
we were the only ones screamin-.-
bumper cars was <3>
although i was stuck on that same spot for forever-.- lol
this korean dude found it amusin and kept bumping me. wtf =/
umm. this water ride was damn....
chernyce and i were like. OMG. FUN!
and then, when we got on. we were holding on soo tightly. but wtf
it was those kinda 'couple-romance' ride -.-
walked outside to MAGIC ISLANDDD (:

candies + neoprints. loll. and we went on this 'leaf-chaired' ride. HAHA. the four of us were the only ones screaming=/
it was freezing tho :S
stopped tons of people to take pics for us :D
ooppsss. i kinda forgot how say thankyou in korean AGAIN :S
all of were like. HOW DO U SAY THANKYOU IN KOREAN?! lol
mhmm. omg. michelle had 'hey stephen' stuck in her head the whole time-.-
and i had 'tongue tied' LOL. so we were like. randomly singing parts of it. haha
she started playing all the slow soothing music while we were on the subway-.-
and yes. i fell asleep. haha
oh! she bought this uber cool hoodie. that said 'i love the girl beside me' HAHA
and we were trying to take a photo of both of us. with a heart-.- failedddd
had to get chernyce to take it for us :S

omggg. back to beijing tmr. i dont wanna go back to school =/
hmm. currently obsessed with this new band lionel told me about (:

Cause I'm drowning when I close my eyes
And I'm fallin' I can't breathe tonight

2009-10-01T17:45:00.000-07:00

fallin for you

pictures are up (:
upgrade to business class yoo:D no difference actually-.-

michelle and i being retarded; loll

free dress day :D joan looks so cute. haha
LOVE this pic :D look at melody's facial expression-.- HAHAHA. SHE WAS NOT POSING LIKE THAT. Melody: wtf are u doing? (and the picture is taken) HAHA

one of the after school sessions (:

LAST NIGHT'S ICHAT SESSION :D haha

Melissa: OMG OMG lOOK AT MY FEET! HAHA
melody: w.t.f....
Melissa: LETS TAKE A PIC!
yep , thats how retarded i can get sometimes. LOL

check that.i got really bored this morning. so yea. see the difference? o.0

omg. i'm all dressed in purple today.
bought the sickest purple leggings :D
i wanted to get neon green/orange. mummy and michelle were like...........
HAHAHA. so i bought purple-.- LOL
mummy just came into the room and said i look like barney-.- HAHAHA
I LOVE BARNEY! HE'S CUTEE (:
hmmm.
ohyea, i had the wierdest convo with HJ like. idk. last week or smth.
he's such a sadistic person :S i swear.
his aim in life. is to 'HELP' everyone in this world. by spreading this disease/virus, killing everyone. =.=
well. i guess somehow. it's kinda true.
people live to die.
i told daddy that. and he called me crazy-.- LOL
hmm. and also. one more thing i realised.
it ain't worth being nice to people. sometimes. i guess.
or trusting people too easily. hah.
idk. you trust. but you end up getting hurt all over again.
so why trust anyone?
ohwell.
going out now (:

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head.

2009-10-01T05:25:00.000-07:00

finally access to facebook! after like...forever?
in korea now :D
michelle's playing the song firefly now-.- hahahhaa
we're so random and retarded i swear LOL
our feet were aching after soo much walking today :S and we started acting like drunks and were hella crazy. ahaa
omg. we took those super cute neos here :D SO CHEAP. HAHAHA
and omg. the cosmetics here are cheap shit :D i love 'the face shop' hahaa
bought aweseme colours (:
ahyaa. i hope daniel's free to hang! lol. it's gna be so wierd hanging in korea-.- hahaha
theme park tmr :D:D
wtf. HJ is retarded-.- (as daniel agreed to. LOL)

14기 박형준 HJ Park says: (8:57:46 PM)
dude it's like disneyland or legoland
14기 박형준 HJ Park says: (8:57:49 PM)
no fun 훗
14기 박형준 HJ Park says: (8:57:59 PM)
we're too mature to go to places like that
14기 박형준 HJ Park says: (8:58:17 PM)
i'd rather go to a good monastery in a mountain
14기 박형준 HJ Park says: (8:58:21 PM)
and meditate lol

wierd friends i have-.- hahaha
lalala
gawddd. michelle's officially addicted to 'chuck'
wierd show-.- hahhhahaa
vid call with melody now (:
but i think i'mma murder her when i get back-.-
AS;LFKJDSL;FJSLKJFA;FS

anyways. recent update of my life
just got back from school trip to yangshuo last thurs. amazing :D
roomies were great too (:
mhmm. camping was a lil shit. but i loved kayaking and jumping off the bridge into the water :D:D
rockclimbing was...fuck scary-.- well. more of abseiling. hahaha
anyways. school these days have been pretty different.
talkin to tons of people i never usually talk to.
it's good (: a change. loll
hung with amanda,kat brown, joan and carmen the night before i left for korea :D
fun (: hahaha. we played. 'i have never'. interesting-.- haha
went to papajohnsss. and yeaa.
went for dinner with lisa last weekend.
omg. we ate + talked so much.
saw that pretty hot new yr10 dude ALONE at macs. HAHAA
and lisa dint see him first
and walked backwards, to see him -.-
RETARDED MUCH. HAHA
hmm. i dont wanna go back to school tho :S
ohwell..

shall talk to melody and michelle now (:
upload of pics apparently failed :S
laterrrrr

2009-09-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

school was pretty aite today. lol
chinese was. :S
i hope zhou lao shi will be ok =/
stayed after school with alan to take pictures for the yearbook. loll
omg. he's always TMI about him and steph. HAHA
but yeaa. saw simon run to catch his late bus-.-
anyways. i hate english coursework :S
and i can't stand mr huntley. for his pointless work
wth. anyways. gtg. geography time :S

2009-09-09T03:40:00.000-07:00

have i mentioned i hate china? lol. piss off.
anyways. third week of school
went to bluefrog with lionel and some other people on mon night for dinner :D
met lisa there. and talked hella lot. loll. about chinese+netball+school and yea. basically updates.
yesterday...nm. stayed after with melody :D and treated her to our after school snacks. HAHA
since i owe her from dinner :D omg. we ordered macs to our school gym. and i think they got all pissed cos we brought food in :S and yea. bonded+stalked people. HAHA
mhmm. pretty wierd shit happened today :S
didn't plan on running for class rep.
but had some LAST MINUTE issues. and yea. went for it
AND I TIED WITH DERUI. LOL. but we did a revote...so yea. i had majority of the votes :S
shit. i feel so bad. COS THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN :S
did the friggin yr rep speech. omg. terrible. i nearly died.
melody and i wanted to back out. but the teacher wouldn't listen to us-.-
so yea. made up a buncha crap infront of the whole year :S
went back to sit. paksiong was rly helpful for this actually. AHAHAHHA. and omg. jin too
she and her crap about the 'sex position' LOL
but yea. __ was hella pissed. and Ps was like. omg. chill.
hmm.whatever. but c'mon. STUDENT COUNSEL MAN. who on earth gets pissed over stuco?!!! :S anywayssss. so yea. stayed after for yearbook shit. talked to bonnie and alan. LOL. there was this shit fumes stuff in the room :S
bonnie and i are like. OMG. WE WANT THE SLR CAMERAAAA. haha
walked back home with amanda. loll. and had our super long and meaningful convo. HAHA
talked over the phone for like. an hour? :S
omg. the class photo was so shit
grieg and johnny suddenly jumped off from the back. and the guy went, NO!!! WHY DID YOU TWO DO THAT?!!!!
LOL

oh yea. bio test was shit. gone case-.-
physics test next week...
hmm. i think i finally get chem now :D
oh well. i'mma go watch HP6 now :D
i managed to get the download off melody. hahaha
toodlessss.( omg. sharpay is so gay in HSM for saying that. LOL. it just popped up. haha)

2009-08-31T18:28:00.000-07:00

this is seriously shit.
skipped 2 days of school alr :S
fucking fever =/
and yea. wtf. imagine how much i'm missing out in lessons =/
watched like. 7hrs of TV ystd=.=
skyped with leting and the others when they had lunch. lol
but yea. it was a little annoying. mhmm.
my mac's kinda screwing up on me. the msn and shit :S
oh well.
weekend was pretty good. Bball + badminton with melody and kevin.
omg. we saw the zhen zhen dude. LOLL
and he was like. oh. i'mma be meeting kevin. and we were like. HUHH
turns out it was kevin chang? :S
they used to be friends in taiwan-.-
loll. anyways. wow. i didnt know THAT many people were running for student counsel president. until darren told me.
tessa, amy, was it nick? i have no idea. but tons. :S
i need to get back to school-.- before i rot at home :S
oh well. back to my taiwan drama. byeeee

2009-08-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY MAC <3

went to school early to get my mac :D
omg. everyone was like. OMG OMG OMG. haha. yea
caught up with carmen and shuilam. so yeaaa
wini and melody came too :D
so yea. wini was telling us how to do everyth since ISB alr uses em-.-
we all met amanda when we were leaving-.-
COS SHE FRIGGIN WOKE UP LATE. LOLL
wini melody and brandon came over to my place after that.
total failed garage sale. HAHAHA
so we sat outside meddling with our beloved babies :D

yesterday was good. pe was netball :D
jin and i KICKED ASS YOO :D
ahaha. played GA and mattias was GS. he's pretty good. so yea
had alan and him on the team. :D THEY"RE SO FRIGGIN TALL =/
art was slack-.-
science has been. wtf.
so what if u're in the exellerating class?
does that make u THAT much smarter than other people?
do u have to rub it in on other people that they're not in the class?
well sorry. no one actually cares.
oh and btw. u're not that much smarter anyways

aite. i'mma go watch my show now :D
byebye

2009-08-25T04:05:00.000-07:00

2nd day of school. it was aite i guess.
stupid illusion games during homeroom. derui was like. WHAT'RE WE SUPPOSED TO DO.
aahhaa.and everyone cracked up. loll
anyways.had whole year assembly. pretty good.
I REALISE HOW SHORT I AM NOW =/
we had to arrange ourselves according to height in 2 mins-.-wtf
everyone was jumping between the rows=.= and then. we did birthdays. no one has the same bday as me. :S haining is one day older than me tho. LOL
anyways. next was mr huntley's turn. wtf. he sounds like my dad.
scared the shit outta me on all those SAT talks :S dammit. taking the PSATs in oct.
yeaaa. anyways. had sports trials and stuff after lunch. 5th period was pretty funny. melody kept running away from mr chow. cos she didnt wanna join the vball team. AHHAHA
and amanda and i were like.....ohh. where do we go now. ahha
so we ended up watching the vball try outs :D
decided not to try out for swim team. watching the junior sch kids try out was like...w.t.f
tried out for netball.lol. but idk if i can actually join tho. since i'm not going to SH :S
oh well. there's always the Bball season :D
school officially starts tomorrow...new econs teacher? :S he better be good.
i better get used to getting up early. i'm like. f tired everyday.

2009-08-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

OMG. SCHOOL :D
ok. it was actually pretty shit. other than the part of catching up with everyone :D
had superrrr long assembly. with mr salt going on and on about idk what-.-
cos i wasnt listening. HAHA. i swear you could hear everyone shifting and moving cos they were so annoyed-.- LOL
anywayss. NEW PEOPLE!
omg. ___ was <3 HAHAHAHA
and yea. amanda and i were umm. stalking that wts-his-face-dude. LOL
signed up for 2 activities. photography/photoshop. + yrbook :D
and idk...swimming? :S i'm not PRO tho. Zzz
omggg. and yea. ms cases is pregnant. mr james baby. :S
vivian : EWW. IT WILL LOOK DISGUSTING. (she used the word 'it' wtf-.- LOL)
jin : NO!. that'll be the cutest baby ever!!!
HAHAHHAA. yea. discussing it with michael mooooooonnn now. LOL. he's like...omg. hahaha
i swear. she had MAJOR mood swing on us last yr :S not even funny
lol! and yea. he cant imagine me without my braces=.= well. he'll see tmr. haha
and omg. the girl who looks like zoe. WTF. she scared the shit outta me =/
lionel's like. DID YOU SEE HER?! IT'S ZOE. SHE'S BACK. OMGGG.
and i'm like...w.t.f. but he snapped outta it later on-.- saying she spoke like patrick. HAHA
so yes. i'm telling him about patricks SUPER wierd behaviour today. HAHAA.
he stopped everyone when sch ended. and said to the whole class. GUYS. U ALL KNOW THAT FB IS BLOCKED NOW RIGHT. AND I CANT GET ON. BUT I RLY RLY RLY RLY NEED TO! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO GET ON?!
and yea. jin was super nice. and told him. HAHAHA
oh well. shuilam's scaring me about IB now-.-
pls lor. i still need to worry about IGCSE'S -.-

yeaaa.played quite lame shit games in class today-.-
wonder what we're gna do tmr :S
ahh. anyways. dinner now

2009-08-23T03:06:00.000-07:00

school starts tmr :S
wt the shit.
anyways. went to the new reffles city place in bj :D
mango's clothes are getting shittier .seriously
anyways. didn't do much. came home around 4. watched tv.
vivian came at 5. went walking. yea. LOL
we're probs gna meet at reception and get lost together-.- HAHAHHA
talking to lisa now. and she's telling me about how she learnt her lesson from last yr-.- wise eh? AHAHHAHA

ok. i shall go back to panicking for tomorrow.
let's just hope i fall sick. and dont make it tmr :S

2009-08-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

ohmytian. i'm so tired
melody slept over :DD stayed up till 3 talking.
AND went to play Bball the today too. haha
met Zane and johnathan. they wanted to play against us. oh well. they're too good :S
had the major bonding session with melody. HAHAHA
omg. played this game on her itouch. 'who loves you'
HAHHAA. and no melody-.- it isnt THAT accurate. (she says it's 100% accurate-.-)
watched x-men.
Melody: LETS WATCH X-MEN! I BROUGHT IT OVER!! :D
melissa: umm. NO? EWWIEEE?

after the movie
melissa: OMG. i love it.

LOL. yea. it is pretty good. haha
anyways.
played bball till about 4-ish. then showered. and went to meet vivian
sat at the playground and talked.
she's coming back. LOL
wierd huh. Bsb only has 9 yr11's :S
apparently ellie's coming back too? (according to michelle)
lol! yea. michelle came over for dinner. haha. talked. and watched mean girls :D
it's so funny. (and sad. and meaningful) loll

school's friggin starting in ONE day. ONEEEE. =//
wtfff. but oh well
new ppl? :S
there's gna be 3 in my class...according to ms walshe =.=
i'm gonna like. HOPEFULLY keep to my resolutions for next year....

1. be nice to people :D
2. STUDY HARD. goddammit. the hardest thing on earth-.-

2009-08-21T04:31:00.000-07:00

~reminiscise~

i'm in a very. wierd mood now. i just decided to update my blog with pictures. since i can finally post pics now :D
and like. i started going thru a ton of old pictures. i actually really miss school. i guess. sooner or later. everyone just leaves. sucks much?

HAHAHA. pshe. leting. being stupid. and made me position my heart infront of derui's face. HAHAHA

:D

i still love this pic :D cos i look so pissed. HAHAHA

priceless. lol!

omg. woman. i cannot stand u. -.-

leting : OMG OMG OMG. HOT RIGHT.

Melissa : uhh...k la..better now...BUT WHY U LOOKING AT THESE ARH.

i just got bored :D don't we all love math.

good times...

woman. i still hate you for writing on my hand-.- and having to hide it from mr james. LOL

last day of school =/ bye tonaya :S

SUMMER

omg. kevin and his disgusting lolly :S

i miss ocean park...and gettin off at this busstop with marissa. (maybe not the part of standing out with our green uni among the st pats and KCs. LOL)

and she's finally out of her 'hormonely unbalanced mum' :S

hello my beijing kao ya :D miss you like shittz =/

ahahhaha. missing you both :S

crazy idiots :D

:DD

omg. woman. look like __ anot. HOT RIGHT. :D

my very...unique bday cake. LOL. icecream cake? with M&Ms. and jelly beans :D

hi woman. our very wierd skyping sessions. HHAHAHA

i'm finally done with all the picture uploadings. and woman's bugging me-.- i knwo i'm slow k. LOL. but thank you for helping me with my blog. HAHAHAHA. ahyaaa. technology is crazy these days-.- loll. ah well. school starting in 2 days...ahhh. today and ystd was good tho. saw melody :D and saw grace today. hahaha. played bball. lol. and melody's cmg over. SOON?! to slpover.LOL. she had to go over to wini's place. saw my form room. came across it accidentally. went inside.and asked ms walshe to show me the class list. 3 NEW PPL :D anywayss. yea. i think i should stop here now. before woman kills me-.- or dies from boredom. or hopefully dies from suffocation :S

2009-08-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

ohmyyy :D
at work now.
and this lady here- echo (cute name :D). she was like. YOU WANNA USE FB?! go to this website and download. yepp. LOLL
and yea. haha. oh well. slacking with caitlyn now :D

OMG. GUESS WHAT. I'M BRACES-LESS!!!!!!!!!!! OMG :D

and omg. i can post pics on blogger now too :D
yesterday was omg. first day at work. and the ppl here are so cool :D

ok. i better stop here. in case we get caught or smth-.-
ahhaha

2009-08-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

this is basically like.the last day of summer for me.
starting internship thing at uncle Ed's company tmr with caitlyn till friday. :S
anyways. i'm so full. dinner with lisa lionel and alex.haha.coldstone + bluefrog. LOL
listened to a whole buncha new songs :D yessss. haha
met grace today too :DD
yea.lunch with her.caught up and yeaaaa.
omg. i'm soo into gong zhu xiao mei again. LOLL
it's so sad tho=/ haha
shitzz. i just found out that i can't collect my mac till 29th aug...:S
and msn isnt effing working? wth right.
aiteee. nvm. managed to get on ebuddy. FINALLY

ok. i've got nothing else to say.
i hope i have fun tmr AT WORK. :S
bye

2009-08-16T05:07:00.000-07:00

last night was fun :D
it's like. going back in time to be a kid again. hahaa
whole buncha mummy's friends came over with their families
and yea. hung with caitlyn. omg. we played hide and seek with the guys, but being the oldest. y'kno what they said to us? 'WHY DO U WANNA PLAY?! U'LL BE TOO BIG TO HIDE ANYWHERE!' and i'm like. u better watch what u say-.- hahaha
anyways. we played this haunted house thing. no shit. it scared the hell outta me :S
watched cheaper by the dozen 2. TAYLOR LAUTNER"S SOOO CUTEEEE :D
nvm-.- woke up SUPER late today=/ at like. 12noon-.- i'm so screwed when sch starts.
went to school to play Bball with daddy and brandon. omg. daddy made us run laps. yep. i need to buck up on my stamina :S ahhhh. and cross my fingers and pray i make it to varsity next year =//

from msn convo:
melody: OMG.I CANT BELIEVE SUMMER'S GNA BE OVER SOON!
melissa: melody, shuddup. don't make me cry or smth-.-
melody: ohh..ok! THINK ABOUT ME COMING BACK SOON!AND THAT U CAN SEE ME! :D

HAHAHAHA, i miss her =/

hmm. might meet shuilam for dinner tomorrow :D at like. idk. solana? maybe. havent talked to her in AGESSSSSss =/
think it was two nights ago? yea. skyped with leting. and was playing guitar. HAHA
that was funnyyyy. then skyped with fiona. omg-.- i could kil her :D LOL.singing thru the com :S hahaha

omg. i hate how china's blockin every friggin website. WTF.
i cant post my pics on fb. neither can i reply wall posts. so sorry yea. if u dont get my reply. and yea. can't post pics on blogger either :S

shit. 8more days to school. is that a good thing? :S

'Life's a climb.
but the view's great'

2009-08-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

back in beijing

the last day in sg was pretty good actually :D
went out with the lisa lionel and alex in the morning. watched UP. LOL. ok. maybe xandra was right. you can cry to that movie :S hahaha. anyways. I GOT MY IC NOW. but ewwwieeee. i look disgusting =/ like. majorly. WTF. :S
i got outta the lavender mrt station. and all those ppl giving out the leaflets came over. and i took one. cos she shoved it to me. SHOVED. but wtf-.- i took one. AND THEY ALL CAME. so i ended up with like. 6-7 of them-.-

met fiona in the afternoon. went to macsss AND HAD OUR SHAKER FRIES :D
omg. camwhored. and yea. looked like idiots. but it was fun :D
yeaaa. omg-.- i swear, shaking the fries makes people look like idiots. LOL.
omg. saw tons of people-.- yeaa. they were like. I THOUGHT YOU LEFT. yes. ridiculous much? i only stayed for a day-.- anyways. saw someone i havent seen in FOREVERRR. you still look the same. as ever :D cherry faced. hahahaha. (according to fiona). and yea. it's kinda wierd when u stare at someone.and u stare back. but u're both scared to say hi cos you're not sure if it's them -.- anywayss. went walking around parkway :D. man. i miss that place=/ ALOT. and yea..ah well. went over to the beach and went kinda crazy. i swear her scream is soooo high pitched :S u're gna make me go deaf one day. HAHAHA
took 31 home. had a pretty big fight with mummy. but we sorted it out in the end. yeaaa.
then talked to jw and chunting over the phone. yepps. and not to mention. dr looney xD

spent quite a long time unpacking-.- i think i bought too many clothes :S dammit-.- was on the phone with leting for like. 2 friggin hours-.- HAHAHAHA. it was good :D her logic of 'deflated balloons' and 'got air balloons' is seriously. LOLL. HAHAHHAA
i think i'm gna start revisin this week. and swimming :D
and then. the week before school starts. idk. panick or smth-.- Zz. ah well.
i'm hating china for blocking fb and blogger. wtf. now i need to use proxies. goddammit.
it's taking forever to upload my pics.and yea. given that my phone sucks. it sure isn't helping :S
omg. leting. SUMMER ISN'T OVER YET OK. NOOOOO. I DONT WANT AUTUMN. I DONT WANT WINTERRRRR =//

2009-08-08T12:41:00.000-07:00

omg. sg tmr :D
for like. a day tho :S
but still. hahaha
anyways. well. technically. i leave london tmr. but reach mon evening -.-
wth. anyways
done loads of pretty cool stuff. thought they'd be boring tho.
omg. i actually saw the crown shit that the queen wears :D
and i sat on where she usually sits :D (the guide was being nice and broke the rules for me. haha)
went shopping and bought two tops from zara. LOL
yes. i'm doing tons of shopping :S
went to this museum today. omg. i saw the mummy of cleopatra. the egyptian thing? yea. cool much? went to the west minister place. where the country holds their political debates-.- wasn't as bad as i thought it'd be.
and yeaahh. i swear. this summer with my family is turning me very violent :S brandon and i have been fighting like hell. everyday-.-
and it usually always gets violent. LOL
i umm. kinda kicked his ass infront of everyone yesterday :S
oh dear. anyways. omggg. i can't wait to get my macpro :D

reply to leting :
wtf-.- who u meeting? LOLL
anyways. yea. the next day can? actually. i'll let you know. it might be during the weekend. or the following week k? cos i'll be having jetlag-.-
omg. i cant wait woman :D

ok. anyways. I WANNA WATCH A TON OF MOVIES!!!
why must everything come out when i'm goin back to bj =/
i wanna watch
1. bandslam (staring vanessa hudgens)
2.aliens in the attic. (i think that's what it's called.staring ashley tisdale)
3.the hangover
4.G.I. joe
5.ugly truth

yea. i think that's it? omg. i can't wait for going on the A380 tmr :D (the plane-.-)
it's hugee :D
and yea. i love their selection of movies. ah-mazingggg :D
and omg. i think i might rewatch 17 again, again. -.-
yes. if u're wondering. i'm obsessed with it. LOLL
aite. gna reply fb wallposts now :D
and omg. SG TMR :D

2009-08-04T13:26:00.000-07:00

omg. went to london's biggest mall ever.
harrods. i think that's how it's spelt=.=
friggin ex. EVERYTH. I SAW 'HANS STREET' HOW COOL IS THAT. AHAHHAHA. woman. you better see that :D
i took that a pic of the sign to show u man :D HAHAHA
anyways. watching CSI now. suspense. (something i can't take :S)
they have a dog and 2 cats here in this house :D
yea. rentin apartment from these guys.
they're pretty cool. gay couples are cool aite. dont' discriminate them. lol!
their dog is like. wtf. a mix breed of poodle and labrador. (idk how to spell it).
M: wtf. what kinda dog is this.
B: it's cute!
M(talkin to myself): why the hell would a poodle and a labrador have sex
B: you mean you have to have sex to have babies?!!!!!
M: DUHH
B: MUMMYYYYYYY!!!!! SHE SAID...
M: oh shit.

and yes. that's how i pollute my brother's mind :S
mummy told me off. but dad was like. -.- hahahhahahaha
i mean. c'mon. poodles are PUNY. labradors. are huge. wtfff-.-
it's just wrong. logically wrong.
anyways. i saw the london bridge :D
it's nm tho-.-
kayys. gna shower

2009-08-03T12:54:00.000-07:00

OMG OMGG. guess what. school starts 4 days later!
ok. idk if i'm happy about that. i was kinda lookin forward to school starting :S ah well. more time to enjoy summer :D
before the hell of studying starts=/
anyways. i think i'm finally recovering. after being sick for god knows how long :S and yes. i finally have internet again :D
ahh. went to cambridge uni today. they're crazy.
IB SCORE OF 38-42?!
like i can achieve that? Zzz
i'll probably have to become someone who actually studies first-.-
Zzz. anyways. met this guy and her daughter at the administration office. they're from the states. she's (mariah) one year older than me.
omg. she says psats are pretty easy. umm. idk? LOL
she's pretty cool. i'm so glad mummy didnt let daddy send us to public school in america-.- i wonder how screwed up i'll be by now. LOL
omg. there was this 'row your own rented boat around the river' thing. and you could request for ppl workin thr to row for you. while you enjoy the scenery. dayumm. man. are those guys hot or what-.-
one of them went topless.and brandon was like. : i bet you wanna be on that boat.
i'm like. stfu=.=
ok.so i spent like. 7sgd on this magazine-.- just cos i wanted to read the gossip. HAHAHA. THEY SAID THERE"D BE STUFF ON ALEX PETTYFER, TAYLOR LAUTNER AND ZAC EFRON AITE. but wtf=.= there was hardly any on alex pettyfer and taylor lautner. other than the heartbreaking news that i found out. that alex and emma roberts dated for 2 years. but they're over now. but he has her name tattooed twice. and he still very much loves her =/ how sad is that. LOL. but they do look cute together :S
taylor. hmm. ugly pic of him tho =/
plenty on zac :D

ahh.ok.this really sucks. apparently. i might not be going back to sg next summer :S wtf.
but everybody will be studying for O's anyways..so yea.
going down to london tmr. for 5 nights? i think? then stopover in sg. for 2 nights. then back to bj.ahhhhhhhhhhhh

end of summer = school = igcse = stress+tons of work

hmm.lifes's just great huh.
study.study.study.
that's all it's about :S

2009-07-29T10:10:00.000-07:00

i'm growing oldddddddd :S
omg. it's crazy how fast time flies Zzzz
anyways. thanks for all the bday wishes :D
went shopping today. bought another pair of skinnies and a top. LOLL
i swear. i'm not gna buy anymore clothes for a year :S
i spent wayyy too much =/
k. i better go reply leting's fb wall post-.-
before she smacks the shit outta me when i'm back in bj.HHHAHAA
ily woman :D
had a great lunch :D
and going out for dinner soon :D
hahaha. brandon was being awfully nice to me-.-
he's like. ITS YOUR BDAY TODAY. YOU CAN DO WHATEVER TO ME
hmm. nice try. but u still always get on my nerves :S
hahha. jk man.

anyways. going for dinner now. laterr :D

2009-07-24T13:30:00.000-07:00

paris is actually amazing :D
i love their sales. LOL
bought 2 tops from promod.
super cheap. like. 10 euro :D
which is.....100kuai? wait. shit. actually quite ex :S LOL
it's aite i guess.
anyways. omg. swine flu is like. crazily severe here :S
had a huge dinner-.-
dammit. i'mma turn fat =/
i'm gna swim everyday when i'm back in bj :D
and get melody out to play bball with me :D
haha. anyways. went online today. and caught up with melody :D
talked to kyung tae too :D hahaha. she's soo funny. LOL
ahhh. i think i'm turning so childish-.- i'm spending too much time with my bro -.- he's an idiot sometimes. hahahahaha
today was aite i guess. overall. but omg. certain ppl seriously piss me off. like. wth. like i wanna get close to ur bf? or rather. ex.
you wanted me to help,
you wanted me there,
you wanted a shoulder to cry on,
i fufilled it all.
but yet you turned on me.
you're never there when i need you.
you dont give shit.
i dont need you.not anymore.

2009-07-22T13:11:00.001-07:00

i'm tired :S
i feel so isolated here-.-
i.hate.the.time.difference. goddammit.
anyways. every shop here is having sales :D
went to zara. omggg. mega sales :D
bought a paris shirt. and a pair of skinnies.
mhmm. went to the lourve art museum :S
disappointment-.-
the modern art museum was better (:
might go shopping again tmr. but def on fri :DD
going to this fashion show thing.

2009-07-21T12:40:00.000-07:00

watching cheaper by the dozen now :D
sucks that i didnt bring the second one-.-
taylor lautner's in it :D
ahahha
omgg. my feet are killing me :S did so much walking today. LOL
ahya. went to notre dame. LOL. i kinda forgot the cartoon=.=
i turned it off halfway when i was a kid :S hahaha.got too scary-.-
omg.ok.so. paris just has amazing.hot.guys
THEY ALL HAVE THE SUPER BLONDE HAIR. AND THE SUPER BLUE EYESSSSSSSSSSS. OMGGGGGGG
hahahaha

ahya. no one's online. pshh
4 am there=.= sucks.
can't get on to fb. some security shit.
wtff. gna watch wildchild on youku :D
alex pettyfer. <3
ahahhaha. omg. i'mma be hearing soo much of that accent in a week :D
mummy says that uk and paris have the hottest guys-.-
HAHAHAHHAHAA. count on her to say that. LOL

2009-07-20T04:36:00.000-07:00

no one's online now-.-
it's like. 2 12 am sg/bj time :S
and its...6-ish here. WTHH.
anyways. in paris now. plane ride was Zzz.
i hate planes. no change for that.
it's wierd tho. i've been travelling around so much since i was a kid. but i still hate planes. :S
watched hannah montanna movie again :D
HAHAHA. and part of the sunshine cleaning thing.
omg. the guy in hannah montanna movie is soo hot :S
ahahaha.
went to eiffel tower today. -.-
it's aite i guess.
a 'go once. but i'll never go again' kinda thing.
ahh. took the publice buses. similar to sg :D
so yepp.
back at the rented apartment now where we have wifi :D
which makes me happy. HAHA
anyways. o.m.g
have i mentioned that the guys here are amazingly hot? :S
AHAHAHA. my bro now thinks i'm crazy-.-
pssshh. i saw one dude. who looks exactly like zac efron. omggg. hahaha

hmm. last few days in sg were good :D
went to watch hp6. ok. the movie sucked. but the outting was good :D
met up with jt, jw and zann :D
jt brought his two friends. hahaha
they're funny :D
umm. the movie was friggin disappointing =/
THEY HARDLY FOCUSED ON THE MAIN POINT. WTF.
the part for dumbledore dying and the horcrux finding was only FRIGGIN 45 MINS LONG. WTH
they focused sooooo much on the stupid ron-lavender 'won won' part-.-
goddammit.
and no lisa. DRACO WASNT HOT OK :S
noooo. hahahahha

ahhh. i hate jetlags :S
stupid. they mess up my appetite, and sleeping hours-.-
wtf. it's supposedly dinner time. but i'm not hungry-.-
since when do i eat at 2 IN THE MORNING?!!!
Zzz. this is gna take some getting used to -.-
stuff here are friggin ex. :S
my ice cream cost like. 8 sg :S
and it wasnt even THAT good.
brandon dropped his-.-
idiot. LOL. nahh. the lady didnt rly scoop it on correctly. but oh well.
he felt so bad-.- cos it was so ex. HAHAHHAA
suckerrrr xD

ah well. daddy's rubbing it in on me that i'm not helping to prepare dinner-.-
(looks like we're tryin to go along with the cheapskate side. cooking our own dinner-.-)
HAHA. lisa, i hope we dont need to fight over the chicken. HAHAHA.
ah well. this'll prob go on for..2 days at the max -.-
and then. mummy will say smth like. WE'RE IN PARIS. WE SHOULD TRY OUT THEIR FOOD HERE. -.-
mhmm. ok. shower time now. :D
finally-.- (it is actually really comfortable here. it isn't as cold as i expected it to be :D. love how i'm away from sg's humidity-.- ) hahaha

2009-07-16T20:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday was good :D
met yy chunting and huiru at pp :D
bought my stuff.and went to the beachhhh.
kinda took the wrong bus from bedok to tk-.-
so yea. walked with brandon all the way to the next busstop. for like 20 mins-.-
good exercise? lol
anyways. i'm not gna be able to see ailynn today...=/
urgh. and she has tuition tmr..
i'm so sorry =/
pri sch friends arranged since i came back to meet for hp movie today. :S
ahhhhhh
oh well
europe on sunday. probs wont be able to come online for like. 3 weeks or smth..

isn't it annoying when you've forgiven people so many times.
but yet. they still keep making the same mistakes.
ever felt like you've had enough?
and you don't want to deal with it anymore?

you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw

2009-07-15T20:16:00.000-07:00

summer's just getting better.AS I"M ABOUT TO LEAVE SG.
WTF
yea. tuesday. watched horror movie with shaun zane lionel and lisa :D
omg. lionel lisa and i were like. scared shit-.-
shaun and zane. are emotionless. HAHAHA
they kept going. CAN YOU GUYS JUST SHUT UP AND WATCh :S
hahaha
it was sick :S
i kept thinking about it when i was in the lift :S
went to borders. umm. pretty interesting info we learned-.-
Zzz. sex burns more calories than netball?
mummy said it isn't true-.-
some doctor told her not to believe that before. HAHAHAHA
i was ike. omg. mum. we should increase our sex life. LOL
now she thinks i'm crazy. hahaha
yesterday. went to the beach alone and stoned for an hr BY MYSELF. wtf. i'm a sad person sometimes-.- LOLL. ahyaaa.
met zann and clara after that for lunch :D
omg. nice catching up :DD
HAAHHAHAHAHA
clara scares me :S
she's still so funny tho. hahaa
bought my bball shoes. then went to bugis to meet don fiona and ruoxi.
OMG. MET INSYIRAH :DDD
we like. stared at each other for so long-.- HAHAHHAHAHA
ahh. good times when we both went crazy in class :D

cant wait for today :D
gna meet chunting, huiru and yingyun in sch today :D
going parkway. then ecp :D
HAHAA. i'm bringing brandon along-.-
he deserves to have fun. rather than being stuck with my mum. poor him.
LOL. ah well. leaving at 1-.-
awfully bored now.
derui's com keeps disconnecting :S
sucks.

AND OMG. LIONEL SHAUN AND ZANE GET TO SEE KOBE BRYANT NEXT WED. WHEN I'M IN PARIS. WTFFFF.
IT'S NOT FAIR. GODDAMMIT.
:S i could die now -.-

2009-07-13T20:41:00.000-07:00

omg. www was the bomb :D
HAHAHAH
IT WAS SO FUNNY
omg. ok, so we went on the U shape slide-.- the samsung thingy.
then.i went with lisa for the first time in my life. and i it scared the livinghell outta me.
zane and i didnt wanna go at first-.- but yea. we decided to be brave-.- HAHAHA
nah. anyways. lisa and i climbed to the top with the stupid heavy float-.-
and we met lionel and shaun who were SUPPOSED TO BE DONE.
apparently, lionel was having an extremely hard time. HAHAHAHA
he'd be like. ok. i'm ready
the guy wld be like: OK! then he pushes
but lionel would suddenly reach out and cling on and be like. NO NO NO!!!!!
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
lisa and i were LMAO. LOL.
i pity shaun-.- Zzz
anyways. it was hard getting them to slide down-.-
my back was facing the slide.
M: lisa. look at me k.
L: WHY?!
M: cos i need a distraction
HAHAHAHAH
it was pretty scary at first :S
went the second time tho :D
hahaha
lionel and zane chickened out this time-.-
so i went with shaun
HAHHAA. he was like. ok. this time. i'm gna face the slide.
LOL. and he started freaking out with panic attacks when the guy was gna push us down-.-
HAHAA.
we went for the 6ppl ride like..10 times? or was it 12? HAHAHAA
we're idiots-.-
well. more of lionel and shaun-.-
they wanted PERFECT pictures
LOL. so we're gna be cheapos. we bought the pic. but we're gna scan it for everyone.ahahaha
i bet the guy for that ride hates us-.- thanks to lionel.
we just pushed ourselves down. without the guy allowing us to :S
HAHAHA
o.m.g
lisa and i saw this hot girl. (but not pretty)
and alex was like. NO.
ahahhahhaa.
when the guys were changing, it was soo hilarious. hahaha
L: it'll be kinda awkward when they come out topless
M: umm. shaun and his speedos.
HAHAAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAA
but he didnt. thank god-.-
the guys wasted their money at the lockers
they dont have brains and patience like lisa and i-.-
they cldn't lock the lockers.
HAHA. idk if they got their money back in the end tho :S
walked to mrt with zane and shaun
zane wanted to take taxi-.-
and shaun gave a whole lecture on saving money.=.= FOR FOOD. HAHA
zane had to go pang sai-.- so went to white sands macdonalds with shaun to wait-.-
lol!

my face is nw burnt=/
Zzz. dammit.
ahh well
anyways
cldn't meet fiona :S
cos my phone was outta credit-.-
so went to beach insteadddddd :S

ah well.
going out soon :D

2009-07-12T18:00:00.000-07:00

WWW LATERRRRR :D

goin with lisa,lionel and alex :D
maybe shaun.
and no lisa-.- i'm not wearing my bikini :S
ahahahhaa
gotta leave early tho...
uh huh.

anyways. on msn with shuilam and jason now :D
shuilam is helping me ...uhh
calm my nerves. HAHAHA
thanks man :D
jason, being an idiot as always :S

watchin 'a walk to remember'
it's soo sad =/
idk why. i'm into the sad and depressing movies now-.-
Zzzz
it's soo sweeeeet=/
aite. i'll post tmr

wild wild wettttttttttt here i comeee :D

2009-07-12T02:09:00.000-07:00

it's raining hell lots these days :S
went to yi-theng's hse for abit ystd
hhaha. nth's changed much. LOL
went to ochard aft that to meet lisa and michelle :D
ahaha. i got lost at the mrt and lisa had to come down-.-
walked around. then went to get michelle.
we ate :D
ahahha. da bao-ed chicken rice :D
couldnt find seats-.- so sat along corridoors but got chased out by the security guard :S
hahahhaa. later on we went outside. got interviewed by these wierd ppl-.-
mhmm. haha
brought michelle for her first round of neos!
hahahaha! she couldnt stop staring at them. HAHAHHAA
umm. brought her to borders to meet her dad. embaressing moment for lisa-.- Zzz
ahhaha. anyways.
went to buy my laptop cover at taka. yeaaa
then family dinner-.-
sucks.didn't get to see don play the drums :S
it's ok :D WHEN U COME TO BJ :D HAHAHHA
went to the new mall at tamp today. it's aite i guess-.-
nth much abt it. came home. skyped with woman-.-
woman, i'm telling u. i can kill u alr. Zzz. along with someone else.
piss me off i tell u.
anywaysss.
WWW TMR! :D
with lisa lionel and alex :D
mhmm.
OMG. I CANT WAIT FOR HP6 TO COME OUT :DD
HAHHA

2009-07-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

oh damn. i'm tired :S
had a pretty wierd day.
went to raffles city with mummy to buy shoes. then went off to plaza to meet don and fiona..
don was funny. LOL
fiona took forever to buy her stuff.
mhmm. probs meeting michelle and lisa tmr :D
shopping.
talking to derui and vivian now :D
catching up. hahaha
aite. i dont have much to say.
laterrr

you did it again.
lied.
it'll be easier to accept this time
you've changed, nothing i can do.
whatever. i dont care anymore anyways.
it's your life

2009-07-08T19:08:00.000-07:00

goddammit.
stuck at home for today=/
why?
COS I"M GROUNDED.
urgh
anyways. hung with lisa, lionel and alex ystd
rewatchd ice age 3. hahahhaa. it was so funny :D
lisa and i had sugar overload-.- Zzz
we bought too much cotton candy. LOL
went to tkgs. had to get chunsy to come down and get me-.-
i hate how everyone was starin :S
so yea. omg. it was great seeing everyone :DD
hHAHAHAA
went to plaza with fiona to meet don.
had umm. little one-to-one chat with him.
at least he can hang with me next summer when everyone is chiong-ing for O levels :D
hahaha
went to bugis street to shop. damn. it's like. crowded thr-.-
went in heels with fiona. walked for straight 5-6 hrs-.-
yepp. i nearly died in the end. it was pouring and the taxi stand was sooo long
ahyaa, did a 'on-call' for cab. and then. this guy from this gym agency came over tryin to promote to us-.-
HE THOUGHT I WAS 17. WHAT INSULT IS THIS.
alright. it is the third damned time this summer back in sg that ppl think i'm older than my age-.- it's depressing y'know?

anyways. o.m.g how sad am i. re-reading twilight series :D
he's soo hot =/ i actually really like the twilight book. i think?
idk. it's so stupid tho-.- but yea. reading new moon now :D
gna watch HP6 next sat :D
juntang was like. ehh. wanna go watch harry potter next week with me?
M: YOU?
Jt: uhh. with some of my other friends too :D
and yes. i'm draggin zann along-.- Zzz
i havent seen them in ages-.-
ever since...sec 1 teachers day? :S
oh dayumm.
probs gna go WWW with the dcb group on mon :D
havent been there since. wow 4-5 yrs? HAHAHA
this is depressinggggg. :S ah well.

managed to catch up with ppl last night on msn-.-
woman, derui, jason ya.
mhmm.
derui, seriously, IT WONT RAIN WHEN U COME OK. well. not as much as now la.
it isn't that bad now :D
weather's improving :D
HAHA
aite. i'mma go now
laterrr :D

2009-07-04T18:09:00.000-07:00

melissa is backk yooooo :D

anyways. haven't been bloggin in ages.
yea. China blocked blogger.
wth right.
aite. sooo.
school's out :D
but dammit, yr 11 = igcse's = stress= wtf =/
ahyaaaa. i dont want summer to end=/ i dont wanna go to europe
i dont wanna leave sg so early.
that's quite alot of this i dont want. oh well. we dont get everything in life do we?
mhmm. anyways. the first week of summer was spent in bj
lol. pretty aite :D
hung with amanda and vivian at the poolside.
hung with leting :D WE BAKED. AND WAS SUCCESSFUL.
woman. i miss u like shit. can u fuckin get online. got damn alot to tell u. =/
school has been alright so far.
alright results-.- Zzz. but apparently mummy isn't happy. what's new.
umm. yea.
spent yesterday with grandparents :D
hahaha. they're aite :D
ate tons of prata for breakfast-.- ahh. went to Parkway :D
skipped lunch. met up with yi-theng :D
ahahhaa. caught up with her. hahaa
anyways. bus-ed back with my aunty :D
bonding session. hahaha. she's so funny.
we decided to do a lil workout and walked back from intrchg instead of catching another bus.
HAHA. kinda got lost tho-.-
went to the restaurant for ahma's bday dinner.
certain people just dont know how to be on time. but yet. critisise others when they're late.
jeez. annoying much?
aite. gna go to ocean park for a swim now.
meeting fiona later :D
staying over thr.
idk wth i'mma do when sch starts for these ppl here-.-
WHO TO HANG WITH IN THE MORN?!
omg. focker better get his ass in sg quickly-.- Zzzz

WOMAN. IF YOU SEE THIS.CAN U TRY AND BE ONLINE AT NIGHT. TILL AS LATE AS U CAN K. PLSSSSSSSSSSS :D

ok. shall post tmr or smth :D
zaijian. for now :D

2009-05-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

i'm done with all this bullshit.
i'm done with putting all my trust and hope in people
and end up gettin all dissed again.
AGAIN.
no. this hasn't been the first time.
how many more of this do i have to take?
i dont know how much more of this i can tolerate.
i thought u said friendship was more important?
well. thanks
whatever.
this isn't the first time u've done this to me.
i should've realised i was nothing to you.
you never cared anyways.
i was just someone you'd call up when u got bored.
thats it.
we've been on this road for ages.
we've gone through this twice.
and maybe this time is the end.
the final time.
maybe its time to just get a move on.